Guns and Numbers

chapter 21

AQUA’S POINT OF VIEW.
The way Celeste looked at me had me frozen in my spot. As much as his eyes were cold but I saw the flash of emotion. He was hurt and angry. Last night he slept in the guest room and I had to stop every fibre in my body not to follow him. I messed up. I don’t know what I was thinking.
After he left the set, people started giving me hotlines for abused women. DICE  told me to go to the police and that’s when I realised that I made him seem like he abuses me. I had to convince everyone that he doesn’t. it took a long time but soon everybody did believe me.
I hurt him. Celeste is not stupid. And the fact that he is not talking to me, makes it obvious that he is very hurt and he is shutting down his emotions.
He has been angry all day and I had to comfort Belle when she cried after she got yelled at. And Carlos. Oh poor Carlos.
He rushed to Celeste’s office with a box. It must be his new phone. I went to my office and called Giuliana.
“hello, its Aqua.” I said.
“hey honey. How are you?” she asked.
“am not good. I messed up and I don’t know what to do. He is so mad and I—”
“how mad is he?” she asked. I didn’t even know there were stages of how angry Celeste gets.
“he is not talking to me and every little thing pisses him off” I said.
“what did you do? Celeste barely gets that mad” she asked.
“I was at the dance studio and he came to pick me up. The song was sexual so I suppose he got jealous. Then I hesitated and I don’t know why, the owner of the song asked me if Celeste abuses me and I answered but it  gave off a tone that he does and am covering him and honestly I was just worried that Celeste would just loose it and kill the guy and I didn’t want him to get into trouble. So he just looked at me, like I betrayed him and he left. He is not talking to me and he threw up and he is just so angry at everything and its my fault and I don’t know how to approach him.” I ranted.
“my son is different and he bottles his emotions when he is not sure of a situation. That means your action made him unsure about maybe your relationship or maybe he us unsure about how you feel about him.” She said.
“oh. And how do I get him to see the doctor. Celeste never throws up.” I said.
“that’s not necessary. Its just a side effect from the drug he was injected when he lost it. It messes him up.” She said.
“so what should I do about him?” I asked
“you have to make him know where he stands with you.” She said.
“okay. Thank you so much.” I said.
“anytime hunnie.” She said and hung up.
How will I even approach him?

I have been waiting for Celeste to come home for hours. I cooked dinner and I haven’t eaten. I want to eat with him plus am too nervous that my stomach is churning.
Its past 03:00hrs and am slowly giving up hope that he is going to come home. He never sleeps out. I wrapped my hands around myself as I stood up and walked towards the window. I was dressed in my nightdress that stopped mid-thigh and it was silk and my boobs were covered in lace. I had a long cardigan on top that had slid down my left shoulder.
I saw headlights in a distance and my heart skipped a beat. I couldn’t contain myself so I walked away from the window and sat down on the couch.
The minutes passed by in a blur and the door opened. I stood up and faced the door. He entered the house and he looked angrier than he was in the morning.
“bear” I said but he simply walked past me as if I didn’t exist. My heart clenched. I held back the tears. I followed him.
“bear, I love you.” I blurted it out.
He froze. His back tensed. I let the tears fall.
“am so sorry I reacted like that. I don’t even know why I did. It hurts so much to know I hurt your feelings and it hurts a lot more when you ignore me. I don’t like that guy. I only hesitated because I was afraid you would be in trouble if you hit him. I didn’t want you to be in trouble because of an insignificant person. am so sorry I made you question where you stand in my life. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are the light I found at the end of the tunnel as cheesy and cliché as it sounds. You make me want to happy and I can only do that with you around. I cant take the silent treatment. You are my bear. I love yo—” I was interrupted when he crashed his lips on mine.

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I moaned when his tongue slid through my lips and started to explore my mouth. his tongue caressed my tongue. He pulled me closer to his body and I could feel his hard dick press on my stomach. he pressed me towards the wall and started to grind on me. His hands cupped the underside of my ass and pushed me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist and his clothed boner made direct contact with my core. He started to dry hump me in a slow torturous rhythm that was driving me crazy. My core was already clenching in anticipation. I was soaking my underwear. He removed the cardigan I wore and I didn’t care to know where he threw it.
Mind you we were on the steps well the bottom part of the stairs and he had me pinned on the wall as he ravished my mouth. he started kissing down my jaw and he nibbled on a spot on my neck. He sucked on it and I angled my head to give him better access.
I felt him untie his belt and soon enough the sound of a zip being opened was heard. He slid his pants and briefs down and I could feel the heat from his raging erection on my inner thigh. My dress was hunched up on my waist and he rubbed my folds through the panties I was wearing. I moaned at the friction and I moved my hips.
He ripped the underwear off of my body.
“celeste you have to stop—fuuuuuuckkk” I started to reprimand him but that was all forgotten when he thrusted into me. No warning. And he didn’t give me a chance to adjust to his size before he started thrusting. The painful pleasure from his cock stretching my walls turned into full blown pleasure.
My boobs bounced from the force of his thrusts and it was like he was bouncing me as well. He was directly hitting that special spot inside and I couldn’t help but moan out loud.
“you are mine.” He said. His voice was strained and I could feel the lust and the possessiveness in his voice. It made my walls grip his dick and I could feel my orgasm approaching faster.
“yours.” I moaned as I felt the familiar build up of my orgasm.
He grunted and that sound was so sexy. i love it when he moans or grunts when we are fucking, the sounds turn me on and they are so sexy.
I couldn’t even warn him when my orgasm came. He fucked me through my orgasm. My legs were shaking.
He slipped out of me and before I could comprehend what was going on, he turned me around and I was leaning on the wooden rail of the stairs and he was behind me. I was surprised that my legs could function with the way they were trembling and I was not done going through the effects of my orgasm.
“part your legs and bring that ass here” he commanded. The authority in his voice made me moan and my pussy clenched. I complied to his demand and he stood between my legs. He rubbed the tip of his cock on my oversensitive clit that made me arch my back and my pussy walls clenched and leaked at the same time.
The orgasm had my pussy feeling super sensitive and I couldn’t help it but moan. He rubbed my clit and went down to my wet slit and he just thrusted inside.
“mmmmh Celeste.” I moaned.
He smacked my ass and my walls clenched around his cock.  He squeezed my ass and smacked it again. He spread my legs a little more and started to thrust. His other hand went to my hair and he gripped it.
He was definitely not holding back cause he was destroying my pussy with his aggressive thrusts. My cunt surely loved that because I was so wet I could hear the wet sounds. My juices were all over my inner thighs. He pulled my hair and if it was in any other scenario I would have been mad but this time around I moaned his name.
He let go of my hair and reached in front of me and his long fingers found my clit. He rubbed it and pinched it a little. The pleasure from his cock caressing my pussy and his skilled fingers on my clit has me seeing stars.
“you love that baby?” he asked.
“mmmmh yes I do.” I moaned.
He rubbed my clit in a fast pace and I couldn’t handle the pleasure and my legs were seconds away from giving up. My walls started to clench and unclench around his dick.
“don’t cum yet.” He commanded.
How am I suppose to do that?
He pinched my clit again and my legs gave up. He held me with his other hand and I held onto the railing for dear life. His thrusts started to become more powerful as he chased his climax. My clit was becoming a lot more sensitive and it was getting harder to hold my orgasm.
He groaned and I could immediately sense that he was almost there. but what about me?
“cum with me baby.” He said as he furiously stroked my clit and pinched it. I exploded.
Then my world went black.

I felt hands in my hair and my nose was filled with the sexy spicy scent I loved. I opened my eyes and I was welcomed by the sight of the man I loved.
“what happened?” I asked. I looked around and I could see I was on our bed and when I tried to sit down, I winced.
My pussy feels so sore.
“whats wrong?” he asked obviously concerned that I winced.
“my vagina is sore.” I pouted.
He smirked.
“you passed out while I was cumming in you” he said.
I could feel heat from the base of my neck to my cheeks and ears.
“oh.” I said completely embarrassed.
“come on. I made a bath for you. I figured you would be sore.” He said.