Enhypen's Jake - Habit

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Jake's POV

Habits, we all have them. Mine is biting my nails. I have done this ever since I was little.  I bite my nails when I get nervous or worried, I would bite my nails down till they bleed. I still do this, but I kept it hidden from my members. It's kind of a way I cope with stress. Sure I'm in pain after but, I still do it. I kind of stopped biting my nails, because I wasn't stressed. Now, being an Idol. All these people watching and judging my every move. I have no nails now. I try to hide my nails because they look terrible. But my members caught on. 

Niki's POV 

Today we were shooting and we were on break. Jake hyung was going the wrong way, he was going opposite of the break room. So I grabbed his hand and pulled him with me. He tried to get out of it but I have a strong grip. I was wondering why he was trying to get away from me. I looked down at his hand and it looked like he had no nails. Like at all. 

"Hyung, what happened to your nails?'' I said in shock as I tried to look at his other hand.

"Nothing,'' he said , pulling his hand away. 

"Hyung-"  I was cut by our manager coming in with food. I didn't bug him about it anymore, knowing he wouldn't answer me. So I took it to my other hyungs.

Sunghoon's POV

We all finished shooting and went home. We all took showers, but when it was Jake's turn Niki gathered us all in the living room. 

"Hyungs, I want to tell you something," he said, looking quite serious.

"Ok, but shouldn't we wait for Jake hyung" Jungwon said with a raised eyebrow.

"It's about Jake hyung," Niki said, trying to focus on the conversation and locating Jake hyung.

"Ok, now I'm curious, tell us" I said I'm kind of invested in this story.

"Ok, well a couple of hours ago on our break, he was going wrong so I grabbed his hand. You know to take him in the right direction of the break room. When I grabbed his hand he tried to get away from me, but I didn't let go. I then looked down at his hands and saw his nails were bleeding. It looked like his nails were gone. Like they were gone, u know". It took everyone a moment to register what Niki had just told us.

"So you mean he's chewing off his nails, to the point where there's blood," Sunoo said.

"Yea, pretty much" Niki said looking at us.

Jungwon was about to say something when Jake hyung entered the room.

"Ok, Heeseung hyung, I'm done in the shower" he said, still drying his hair.

"Ok, but come sit down, we want to talk to you," Heeseung hyung said, patting a spot next to him.

Jake's POV 

I knew what this was about. Niki probably told them about my nails. But I sat down anyway.

"Yes, what do you guys need", I said acting dumb.

"Jake, buddy, why are you chewing off your nails?"  Heeseung hyung said in his most calm, yet concerned voice. 

"I- I'm not, what are you talking about?'' I said slowly trying to hide my hands. 

"Then show us your hands," Jungwon said.

I was hesitant, I knew that they knew about my nails, but it's embarrassing. I slowly showed them my nails and my nails picked a great time to start bleeding.

"JAKE HYUNG" sunoo screamed looking at my nails in horror.

"WHAT, they're not that bad,'' I said embarrassed.

Sunoo's POV 

"Hyung, why would you do that? I was curious as to why Jake hyung did this to himself.

"Umm, well it's a habit of mine. Whenever I'm nervous or worried I bite my nails. I have done this ever since I was little. And you guys know the pressure of being an idol and being perfect. Especially when we have a comeback coming up", he said looking down. 

"Hey, hyung, it's ok," Jungwon said, going to give him a hug. 

"You should have just told us, you could have talked to us about anything that is worrying you," Jay hyung said. 

"Hey, hyungs right, and we need to get rid of that habit" he said looking back at my nails.

"Yeah, I agree".

Jake's POV 

Since my members found out about my habit they tried to help me. We tried looking up some ways to deal with stress and worry. 

"How about this one, putting clear nail polish on, so when you go to bite your nails it'll taste nasty" Jungwon said.

"That could work," I said. 

"So, should we try it?" Heeseung hyung said.

"Sure".

So we all went to the store to get clear nail polish, we were supposed to do that. But knowing us we all got side tracked. But we eventually came out of the store with clear nail polish and tons of bags. So it was a success, I guess. We went home and Heeseung hyung painted my nails. I didn't really know what to think, but I just went with it. Hopefully this would make me stop biting my nails down till they bleed.
So they dried and we continued our day. The next day was dance practice and I was so stressed. I couldn't get the move right and the dance teacher yelled at me infront of everyone.
When the dance teacher left I sat down on the couch in the dance studio and started to bite my nails. Once I put my hands in my mouth, I tasted nail polish and it was disgusting. I then quickly took my hands out of my mouth, and grabbed a water bottle. I had to get that nasty taste out of my mouth. 

"See, it worked," Niki said, trying to break the silence.

"Hey, don't let the dance teacher get in your head, he just stressed, but that's still not a reason to yell at you. Just ignore his attitude and try your best, ok" Heeseung said, walking over to the couch.  

"Ok hyung".

I did what Heeseung hyung told me to do and I was able to learn the dance and my stress got better. Whenever I was in a lot of worry or stress, I reached out to my members and they really did help me. Whether it was all of them or just one. When I was done talking I felt much better. So this also helped improve my nails growth. They looked real nice and I was surprised with myself for not biting them off. I'm glad I got rid of this habit. 




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