Straykids Chan - Overworking

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Chan's POV 

Hate. It's a strong word. People use the word hate when they really really don't like something. Whether it's a person or thing. So to see your name next to that word, hurts. I know you can't be liked by everyone, but I wonder how it would feel?

I always tell my members not to go on Twitter, but I can't even take my own advice. I always somehow end up there. I try to look at the nice comments but the bad ones always seem to pull me in.

User 8765

Straykids sucks, their leader especially. Bangchan should try to be more like Namjoon.

User 1631

Bangchan isn't a good leader, even Jungwon from Enhypen and Soobin from TXT are better leaders than him. 

I turned off my phone and thought. Jungwon, Soobin and Namjoon are really good leaders. Do I really suck that bad? I grabbed my phone and headed out. It was 2:00 am and everyone was asleep. I needed to clear my head. I made it to my studio and began to create beats. Work helps me take my mind off of things. I got a little too carried away that it was 6:00 am by the time I was done. Dance practice started at 7:00 am. 

My members were probably already up and getting ready. I was closing and saving my beats when I got a text from Minho.

Minho 

Hyung, where are you?

Chan

I went to my studio for a bit, I'm coming back now.

Minho

Ok, see you soon.

I turned off the light and locked the door. The thoughts of those comments came flooding in.

I made it back to the dorm and once I walked through the door all eyes were on me.

"Hyung where did you go?'' I.N said, raising an eyebrow.

"To my studio for a bit" I said sitting down, Han handing me my food and coffee.

"Thank you".

At dance practice 

"Good work guys see you again tomorrow,'' our dance instructor said, waving as he left.

"Let's go home and watch a movie,'' Felix said.

"I'll make brownies". 

"Really, yay let's go,'' Seungmin said quickly, throwing his things in his bag.

"You guys go ahead I'll stay behind for a bit".

"Hyung, but you came here earlier this morning, why don't you take a break,'' Changbin said.

"No, it's ok I'll only stay for an 1 hour, ok".

"Okkk, but if it's any longer we're coming to get you,'' Hyunjin said, picking up his bag. 

"Ok"

At the studio 

I was trying to work but I kept getting stupid Twitter notifications I clicked on them and all I saw were comments bashing me about how I suck as a leader, threats, you know the usual. I got irritated and turned off my phone. I already had a headache and a stuffy nose from dance practice. I hope I'm not coming down with anything. After I turned off my phone I was able to work again. It was peaceful and quiet. So quiet. The late nights were starting to catch up to me. I felt exhausted and drained out. I can just close my eyes for a little bit, I thought to myself.

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