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TXT'S Beomgyu - Left out Ft BTS

(Happy late birthday Beomgyu, thanks for all that you do. I really feel like I can relate to you the most. I hope you stay strong, happy, and healthy ❤🥳)

(Sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes, Hope you like it 😊)

(TW: A little bit of suicidal thoughts)

Beomgyu's POV 

Middle. That's what I was. Taehyun and Huengkai were the maknae line. Soobin and Yeonjun Hyung were the Hyung line. I always felt a bit out of place sometimes. Like I would look over and see Kai and Taehyun laughing while playing video games. The Hyungs are talking while cooking dinner. I was always felt to look. 

Now I know what you're going to say. Oh Beomgyu you could just go over there and try to talk with them, to be included. But every time I tried I would still feel alone. It's like a friend group of three. Someone is always left out, and that someone was me. They wouldn't ignore me completely, but as the days went by they started to get more and more distant. I didn't know what I did wrong. Whenever I walked in the room they would stop talking or whisper. They would leave the dorms and not say anything to me. Did I do something wrong? Why don't they like me? I always tried to get their attention and failed.

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We've been busy and the pressure to make our dance perfect was high. The atmosphere was tense. We were on a water break. I drank my water staring off into space. I was so out of it I didn't hear Yeonjun Hyung calling me.

"BEOMGYU, EARTH TO BEOMGYU". 

I finally snapped out of my daze and looked up to be met with the glares of my members. 

"COME ON WE HAVE TO START AGAIN" he yelled frustrated. 

"O-oh sorry" I said standing up quickly running to my spot.

"He's so annoying" I heard Yeonjun Hyung whisper to the rest. They all nodded. 

I felt like crying and hiding away. But I couldn't. I had to be here. Practicing.   

At the dorms

We were eating dinner. It was the usual. Kai and Taehyun have their conversation and the same with the Hyungs. 

I just sat there silently eating. I finished first and put my dish in the sink. I was about to leave when Soobin Hyung said

"Where are you going? You have to wash the dishes?"

"But I washed them yesterday, it's Taehyun's turn".

"No, it's your turn. Wash them, it's not up for discussion".

"Fine". I whined walking over to the sink. 

"And stop whining, it's annoying," Yeonjun Hyung said, rolling his eyes. 

"But you don't say that when Kai or Tae does it" I whispered under my breath.

"You're older than them, suck it up," he said , putting his plate in the sink.

So there I was left in the kitchen alone to wash the dishes. 

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When I was done I went to my room and changed. I shared a room with Kai and Tae. They were in Kai's bed cuddling.

I really want someone to cuddle. I felt cold and lonely. Like I didn't exist to them. Only when they wanted me too. I heard a knock on the door and looked up to see our Hyungs.