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Hyunjin - Worried

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Hyunjin's POV 

It was 5:30 am when my phone started ringing. Who's calling me at this time, I thought to myself picking up my phone. It turned out to be my dad. I picked up my phone and walked to the bathroom, so I could talk and not interrupt my members. We all were tired and needed sleep. 

"Yes,  is it? It's like 5:30 in the morning, '' I said, still half asleep.

"Umm, son listen to me ok" he said and his voice was cracking. 

"Ok, what's wrong dad".

"Your mom is in the hospital, she had a heart attack". 

"WHAT", I screamed, but then lowered my tone.

"What, how, what happened". 

"I don't know yet, the doctors aren't telling  me much so I'll call you later hopefully with more information".

"Ok, bye love you Dad".

"I love you too Hyunjin". That was it. He hung up and was left there in shock. My mom had a heart attack and I wasn't there for her. She was always there for me, but when she is hurt I'm not there. I turned on the water and broke down. I didn't want anyone to know I was crying and hopefully the water would block out my sobs. After crying for a good 10 minutes, I started getting ready. We had to get up and leave, so I just started early so I could process what just happened, without anyone  being up or me holding anyone back  by dragging behind. Soon everyone was ready and we got into the car. Today was going to be a long day. I could feel it. My mental health hadn't been the best these past couple of weeks, so I felt like I was a bomb about to explode and with this sudden news, the chances were extremely high.  

Bangchan's POV 

Hyunjin seemed off today. He kept spacing out more than usual. He also kept screwing up the dance. Like badly. Now if you knew Hyunjin, you would know he loves dancing and takes it very seriously, but today he seemed out of it. This was our fifth break in practice, because he kept messing up.

Hyunjin's POV 

It was now the fifth break the dance instructor had called. I kept messing up and I could see my members trying not to get mad at me. If they were going to lash out at me I wish they would already. I feel so numb and I don't want to do anything. My thoughts were interrupted when the dance instructor started yelling at me. I didn't even flinch. I stood there as he screamed and yelled at me he screamed "STOP BEING LAZY, WE HAVE A COMEBACK TO PREPARE FOR AND YOUR OFF BEAT, YOUR SPACING OUT, JUST FOCUS. YOUR NOT GOING THROUGH ANYTHING, I HAVE TO DEAL WITH MAKING A DANCE FOR ALL 8 OF YOU. AT LEAST TRY AND LEARN IT", he said as he walked out and slammed the door. I just stood there and it was quiet for a while. Noone dared to move. But I moved first. I went to my bag and grabbed my phone. I sat next to my bag and went on my phone, trying to check if my dad had any new info, but nothing. I cursed under my breath. 

"Do you even care, that you holding us all back?'' Changbin said. 

I looked up and then I got a notification on my phone causing me to look down. It was just a YouTube notification. 

"I guess not Felix" said as he sat on the couch.

"Hyung stop being lazy, we don't want to be here all day" Jeongin said with an upset expression forming on his face. 

"Yeah stop dragging, there's nothing wrong with you,'' Han said, not breaking eye contact with me. 

I was about to say something, but they kept going.

"Like why are you like this, we are all tired, you're not that special where you get to slack off," Seungmin said sitting next to Felix. 

"Yeah you're not this high and mighty prince, you can't act like your actions don't affect the rest of us" Chan hyung said. I have to admit  Chan hyungs was the worst out of all. They all continued to yell at me and say different things. I was really caught off guard when Minho hyung asked Jeongin if he wanted to join danceracha.