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Enhypen's Jay - Doubt ft. Exo

(Requested by vikabjjworld, hope you like it 😊, also sorry if I portray Exo wrong I don't know much about them 😅)

(Sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes)

Jay's POV 

You can't sing, you can't dance, that's all that has been on my mind for the past couple of days. Our older Hyungs have told us to sign out of Twitter and to not go on there. Do we listen? No. I see all these comments and I'm starting to think are they right. Do I suck at singing and dancing? I mean I have to be good at something but I guess singing and dancing isn't one. Things people online say really hurt. They don't know who I am personally and all some of them do is tear me down. What have I done to anyone to deserve this. They said my moves are sloppy and they need to be sharper. My facial expression needs to be on point. I need to stop looking so cold and distant. Even when I fixed all those things they were never happy. I couldn't win.

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It has been a week and I'm still thinking about those comments and more and more keep coming. It's like a bottomless pit. It keeps going on forever and ever and ever. I'm still going to get hate comments and people telling me I should leave the group. A part of me thinks so too, but another part of me wants to stay and fight and show them that they're wrong and that their words don't hurt me. Even if they do. So in order for me to prove it to them I stayed in the practice rooms dancing until I collapsed and singing until I felt like I did good enough. That was my routine for about 4 days before Jungwon caught on. I think he told the others too because they wouldn't let me go to the studios after hours for extra practice, even if I begged them. They still stood firm. Well on time I managed to slip out but when I came back my members were pissed and I had to sit through a whole lecture about not overworking yourself and they told me that I could talk to them if I ever needed to.

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"You guys go on in 2 hours, '' the stage director said, popping his head in the door. Today we had to perform at Music Bank and I felt like I couldn't breathe. I was worried I was going to mess up. Going to mess a beat and throw the whole dance off. I was scared I was going to make my group look foolish.

"Umm Hyung, I need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back," I said to Heeseung Hyung who was sitting by the door. 

"Ok, but make sure to come back quickly".

I nodded and quietly slipped out of the room. Speed walking to the nearest bathroom. I went in and splashed some water on my face trying to break out of my panicked state. It didn't seem to be working. It felt like my world was spinning and I needed to calm down. I then felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see it was Kai Sunbaenim from Exo. Great job Jay you look like a fool, I thought to myself. I was embarrassed and panicking even more than before. Kai Sunbaenim grabbed my hands and I looked up at him, tears flowing down. 

"Hey look at me, breathe in and breathe out". We did this for a while and it helped a lot. 

"T-thank you Kai Sunbaenim" I said , bowing my head. 

"Ah it's no problem and call me Hyung," he said, ruffling my hair. He sat down on the ground and I did the same.

"So do you want to tell Hyung what's wrong?" He said , making eye contact with me. 

"No," I said quietly. 

"Ok it's ok you don't have to if you don't want to'' he said. We sat there for a bit and the silence was comfortable. I guess I should tell him what's going on. 

"Are you confident?" I said looking up at him.

"Most of the time why," he said looking back.

"Because I don't really feel confident, I see comments online about me being a bad singer and dancer. I freaked out and I don't want to mess up this stage my group is about to do".

"Oh I see, hey you're going to be fine. All of us as Kpop idols have gotten hate. It's something you can't control. People like you and some don't. But hey who cares what they think. You're happy doing you right?"

"Yeah".

"So that's all that matters,'' he said, smiling. His phone buzzed and he looked at his phone. He stood up and began to speak. 

"Hey, do you want to come with me? My members are wondering where I am and I bet they would love to meet you". 

"O-ok,'' I said , upset at myself for stuttering. I followed closely behind him and when he opened the door he was bombarded with hugs for his members.

Kai's POV 

"Hyung, why were you taking so long?" Sehun said, releasing me from the hug.

"Well I ran into someone and I think he needs our help," said , making them all confused. I moved out of the way to show Jay. 

"This is Jay for Enhypen,'' I said , smiling at him.

"Hi Hyungs," he said , bowing. 

"Hi Jay" they all said smiling.

"So Jay here is having a hard time believing that he's a good singer and dancer,'' I said. After I said that the room was filled with gasps.

"Really" Lay Hyung said.

"Why you're an amazing singer and dancer. I've watched some clips on you and your group and all of you are amazing. You guys worked hard for your spot, don't let haters get you down" Suho Hyung said, pulling him into a hug. 

"So you guys really think I'm good. You don't think I'll mess up today's performance?"

"No you'll be fine, you kill every stage,'' Chen Hyung said, patting his back.

I was about to say something when we all heard a knock on the door.

"I'll get it," I said.

"Hello, oh hi Enhypen".

"Hi Kai Sunbaenim um have you seen our member. His name is Jay and he said he was going to the bathroom but never came back. We're starting to get really worried," Jungwon said. 

"Yes, come in,'' I said.

They came in and once they did they spotted Jay.

Jay's POV 

"Hyung," Niki said as he threw himself at me.

"Jay, where were you? We were so worried, '' Heeseung Hyung said, also hugging me. 

"Um-" I was cut off by Kai Hyung he said 

"He was having a panic attack in the bathroom. So I helped him out and brought him here".

"Hyung why were you having a panic attack?'' Sunoo said, his eyes watering.

"Umm because I was nervous about messing up our stage today. I keep seeing comments online that are saying I suck at dancing and singing and I guess it got to my head". 

"Hyung, please don't listen to those comments. They're not true and you know it. They're just jealous they can't sing and dance as good as you" Niki blurted out making us all chuckle.

"He's right, Hyung promise you'll tell us if you're struggling with something" Jake said.

"I promise and thank Exo Hyungs for helping me, '' I said looking at them.

"No problem," Kai Hyung said. Come to us anytime" Suho Hyung said. We all exchanged numbers and said our goodbyes. We did end up killing our stage and Exo Hyungs sent us a congratulatory text afterwards. After everything that happened today my members were all being extra clingy, especially Niki but I didn't mind. They just all wanted me to feel better. I'm glad I know these amazing people.