Waiting

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The day passed in lonesome, Felix sitting in various spots throughout the room thinking about he was left to mentally rot in this room. Why did Hyunjin always leave him like this? If Hyunjin wanted him to be this obedient servant he could at least provide him with something to do.

Growing tired and bored Felix decided to sleep the rest of the day away. Settling in bed Felix laid in the direction of the door. Staring at the door Felix could feel his heart hoping Hyunjin would walk in. His eyes got heavier and eventually he fell asleep.

"Take it!" Hyunjin spoke with a smile sticking his hand out towards Felix.

Feeling flutters in his heart Felix stared down at the open hand reaching out towards him. Smiling down at the hand and then turning his head up towards Hyunjin Felix took Hyunjin's hand.


Upon taking his hand Hyunjin's long fingers wrapped tightly around Felix's hand. Sparks traveled up his arm setting his heart alight with fireworks. Smiling brightly at Hyunjin, Felix felt a pull on his arm as Hyunjin was running in front of him. Gripping Hyunjin's hand back tightly he began to run too.

The tall-bushed walls passed as the two ran through the hedge maze, Hyunjin confidently leading the way and Felix holding his hand tight following. Watching the smile beam from Hyunjin's face as they entered further and further into the maze Felix could feel warmth coming from him.

Entrusting that Hyunjin knew the way through the maze Felix followed behind smiling and laughing as they turned corners and stopped at dead ends and turned around. Minutes of twisting, turning, and stopping were led to an end when they ran through the exit into a beautiful garden.

Slowing their running Felix gasped at the beauty of the garden. Bright beautiful colors greeted his eyes causing them to water in the beauty. Hyunjin was still holding his hand and guiding him through the garden.

Walking past various flowers Felix wanted to reach out and touch each of their soft petals. Where was Hyunjin taking him?

Stopping suddenly Felix watched as Hyunjin reached down and picked a flower. Turning around in his hand was a white rose.

"For you, my angel." Hyunjin spoke quietly while handing the white rose over to Felix.

The warm delicious smell of broth woke Felix up from his dream causing him to sigh wishing the dream lasted just a bit longer. Allowing his eyes to slowly awaken Felix stretched under the covers and turned himself over to face the desk where his food usually sat.

Sitting on top of the desk was the usual bowl and spoon, but this time a pile of books accompanied the bowl of broth. Rubbing his eyes more awake Felix let them focus on the pile sitting there, and there were more than just books there was also a pile of paper with a quill and ink.

Hyunjin was giving him things to do.

Ignoring the fluttering in his chest Felix sat up and scanned the room wondering if Hyunjin was in there. Turning his attention to the door he could feel his heart skipping beats in excitement that Hyunjin could be in the room. Feeling his heart dropping came quickly as he realized Hyunjin wasn't by the door or anywhere in the room.

Disappointed but not surprised. Hyunjin liked playing this game of leaving him alone for a couple days making him crave Hyunjin's attention even more. It was a sick game but he knew how to play. Getting out of bed Felix sluggishly walked over to the desk where everything sat and stared at the bowl of steaming broth.

Eating slowly Felix couldn't help but every once in awhile turning his head towards the door hoping Hyunjin would walk in. Felix was greeted with a closed door every time he looked. Eventually giving up Felix finished his food. Sitting there staring at empty bowl Felix scanned the desk and turned his attention towards the pile of books.

Reaching for the top book Felix opened the first page and began reading. He let the words and paragraphs pass as he read, but he couldn't help but keep an open ear for familiar footsteps. Each turn of the page Felix would glance up at the door hoping he would catch it opening.

But with each page turn he was still left with a locked door.

Hours and hours passed and Felix found it hard to fully emerge himself in the story. All that was on his mind was when was Hyunjin going to come. Felix thought having stuff to do would help pass the time, and it did a little, but not as much as he hoped.

The lingering thoughts of Hyunjin were always in his mind. He craved the attention and presence of Hyunjin. Felix would do anything to be around him and to please him to get some more time with Hyunjin.

Shaking his head he couldn't be thinking this. This was his captor, the one who stole him away from his shitty life and placed him in an even shittier situation. What was causing this need to be with Hyunjin?

A shaky breath escaped Felix. He knew why and he was to scared to admit it but he was developing a strong attraction towards Hyunjin. An attraction beyond looks, but an attraction to the mystery behind Hyunjin that captivated him and left him wanting more of him. Letting the thought flee before he gave too much thought to it Felix stood up and began to walk around to various spots of the room.

Before long he realized he began pacing, something he did when he was anxious about something. Biting his fingers Felix's pacing got quicker as he rattled his mind of the thoughts of Hyunjin.

When was he going to show up, he usually has been around by now?

What if he doesn't show up?

Am I going crazy?

What do I do?

Were all questions that ran through his head as he paced and paced. Feeling overwhelmed by the thoughts and questions running through his head, Felix grabbed the book he was reading off the desk and flopped onto the bed. Sighing he got himself comfortable on the bed and began reading.

It wasn't long before his mind was wandering off about Hyunjin yet again. He couldn't escape the thoughts no matter what he did. Frustrated Felix slammed the book shut and got out of bed and walked over to the desk. Grabbing the quill and a piece of paper Felix began to write,

Thank you for the food, books, and paper, sir. If I am asleep please wake me.

~Felix

Setting the paper in the middle of the desk and placing the empty bowl near Felix hoping Hyunjin would read it. After setting everything neatly on the desk he made his way back over to the bed and comfortably got under the covers.

Closing his eyes he fell asleep hoping when he would be waking up to a nudge from Hyunjin.

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