Unexpected love (Completed)

Chapter 18. Part 2.

Emily's POV 

"Why are you talking like you are gonna die?" Hoseok finally spoke. 

I wanted him to say something for so long, but I wasn't expecting him to ask that. 

"Hoseok you know how my father is-" 

"But this still doesn't mean it's a goodbye." He interrupted me. 

"Um, we'll give you guys a moment." Suga said, as he hurried everyone else outside the kitchen. Leaving me alone with Hoseok. 

I didn't know what to say. I knew what my father was going to do, he knew it too. He was just denying it. 

"We can make a quick plan, we can come up with something and save you and your family. You don't have to die-" 

"Hobi listen to me." I finally said, when he was trying so hard to hold onto my arms. I locked eyes with his and his eyes looked broken. "I'm terrified as well okay? I don't want to die yet but I also know what my father is capable of. We can try and think of happy endings for this story, but the chances of that happening are small. We have to be realistic and say goodbye while we can." 

He was shaking his head, tears now falling down his face. "W-What I'm I gonna do without you?" 

His voice cracked and he wasn't his usually positive self anymore. 

He knew I was right. 

I hate being right. 

"You are in a band, probably going to get big, if you aren't already, so it'll be easy for you to find another girl. You'll forget about me and everything will work out for you." Now that I think about it, I haven't heard them sing. 

He shook his head again, more tears falling down from his eyes and I was now crying too. 

"Y-You didn't even heard us play and be a band. I-I haven't told you how I feel about you, w-we haven't been able to begin our story yet." My heart broke when he said that, knowing that he was also right. 

"We just met at the wrong time in the wrong moment. Maybe in some other life we can get our happy ending." 

"I-I've never felt this way for someone before. I've never truly had this feeling for anyone else and that is why I never got a chance to tell you in these three weeks. Although we've been through hell, specially you, you've made me stronger, you've made me braver. Nothing that I've done to save you would I've done it before. You changed me, for the better. You showed me a better version of myself." 

I smile sadly at him, feeling at least a bit helpful. 

"But I haven't gotten to know you better yet. I want to know you better. I want us to go on dates, do cheesy stuff that people do when they... when they fall in love." When he said that last part, that was what broke me completely. 

I was starstruck, did he just told me he loves me? 

"I-I'm not sure if I've gotten that far yet, but I know that somehow, no matter what, I would've fallen for you." 

I couldn't take it anymore, and I hugged him. 

He was ready for this, because he didn't hesitate to hug me back. 

I felt so safe in his arms, like we were a puzzle, a perfect completed puzzle. 

"Please please don't leave." He murmured into my ear. As I had to go on my tip toes in order to be on the level of his shoulders. 

I could feel his tears on my shirt and I'm sure he could feel mine on his. 

"I-I'm sorry." I said, as I couldn't say anything else. 

I didn't want this hug to end, but then Jimin entered the kitchen slowly, breaking us from our hug. 

"Sorry um, we should be leaving or we won't make it in time." Jimin said. I nodded and saw Hoseok for one last time. 

"Thank you for saving me." I told him and he just stood there like a lost puppy, a broken soul. 

He didn't say anything else, so I left. 

*One hour later*

Hoseok's POV 

"WHAT DO I DO NOW?!" I was panicking, after reacting again when Emily left, I am so so stressed out. 

"You need to calm down." Tae said, trying to help me, but that did NOT help. 

"I'VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE FOR SOMEONE AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!" I was actually starting to panic, like all those times I know I'm going to go in a rollercoaster and I feel like I might pass out and actually sometimes, I do pass out. 

"Hoseok, breathe. I know you feel like this right now, but we can't do anything. They might be getting there already." Suga said. He has always been the one that gets us all back to reality. Maybe Tae wanted to give me some hope, but Suga knows that the reality is, I can't do anything now. 

"I-I just lost her. I couldn't even tell her I loved her. BECAUSE I DIDN'T FUCKING KNEW!" I passed my hands through my hair, something I do when I'm really stressed. 

I could feel my friends sympathy eyes when I said that and I felt my eyes watering again. 

"Maybe, just maybe, things can get better and Jungkook's dad won't do anything stupid-" Tae tried bu I shook my head. 

"It's too late." I finally admitted and sat down on the couch. Bringing my knees up to my chest feeling like a little kid who just lost his mom on Walmart. 

But this was much worse. 

"I'm sorry Hobi." Tae sighs as he came to seat by my side and Suga came to the other. 

"I'm never going to find someone else like her." I whisper, but they heard me. 

"Of course you will. You are J-hope, everyone loves you Hobi. They will be very lucky to have you." Suga encouraged. "You may not find someone else like her because everyone is different, but you might find someone else to love."  

I began to think of all the memories I have with Emily. Since the first moment I heard her little cry of pain in that basement, to the moment when I felt like we connected, up until today. 

My name is J-hope, I never lose hope. That's my line.

Suddenly my body stood up before I could react and I was taking the car keys. 

"Hoseok what are you doing?" Suga asks, as he came behind me with Tae as well. 

"I'm going to save her again." 

"Hoseok you can't-" 

I turn around to see Suga was actually scared. I was confused as to why he was being like this, so negative, because now it's not even realistic, but just negative. 

And when I saw his face, he is scared. 

"Yoongi, I need to do this. As you told me. My name is J-hope, I never lose hope. I will always try my hardest until my last breath to do what I feel like it's right. This feels right. I know I may not get there in time, but I have to try. I have to try and save the girl I love." 

Suga's eyes began to water and he hugged me. It was so sudden, I was not expecting it. 

But I hugged him back. 

Tae obviously, joined the hug as well. 

"Can we come with you?" Tae asked. 

"Are you sure you want to do this with me? You know it's dangerous." I said. 

They nodded, to my surprise. 

"We are BTS right? Our friends are all in danger. So we are not only going to save Emily. But we are also going to save everyone else." Suga told us, and I guess he was trying to be brave as well by saying it. 

I smile at them and with so much courage, the three of us got into the car and made our way to save our friends. 

And the love of my life.