Unexpected love (Completed)

Chapter 26.

Joon's POV

Thank whoever is in charge of destiny, that let us get here in time. 

Hoesok is completa wasted and when we got here, he was lying on the bathroom floor, with some pills on his hands, looking at them. 

He didn't even noticed us when we got there, but Jin was so stressed out. I feel like he wasn't expecting this. 

And to be honest, I don't know what I was expecting, but it wasn't this either.

Immediately, both of us took him by each arm and put him on the bed since he couldn't even walk himself. 

He wasn't himself at all. 

This isn't the Hoseok we know. There isn't even a small light coming out of him. 

He doesn't want to talk at all, he just looks... numb. 

There is no emotion coming out from him and since he isn't talking, it's even more difficult to understand him. 

When Jin tried asking questions when we first saw him on the bathroom, all I could do was watch as Jin was freaking out and actually being mad at him for this. That is normally me who does what Jin did, but I was just observing Hoseok without been able to recognize him at all. 

When we finally put him in bed with some new clothes on, he had his eyes half closed. 

I look at Jin and he was already looking at me. I could see now that Jin was feeling pain for our friend, just like I was. 

"How didn't we noticed he was this bad before?" Jin asks as we both looked again at Hoseok who was now with his eyes closed, asleep. 

"I don't know. We were focused on me and Jk. I guess we never thought he could get this low." 

"I remember when he said in a run once, that he had a dark side, like he was sometimes sad when he was around his family so it worried him that he might be worrying them. But he didn't know how to help it." When Jin remembered that, I also remembered it. 

"Oh yeah. And then Sejin was doing some signals to Hoseok because that was way too deep. Fans couldn't know that he wasn't actually the happy and lightful Hoseok they've got to know." 

Jin nodded. "But it is still weird. Because all those moments we've had with him, he has never been so sad." 

When Jin finished that sentence, we heard the door knocking and I looked at Jin once again. 

"Who is that?" I asks. 

"I don't know..." Jin replied and I decided to go look. 

When I opened the door it was only Jimin and Tae, but they looked worried. 

"What happened? Where is Hoseok? Is he okay?" 

They both were asking way too many questions and they were being loud, so I shushed them as we walked towards Hoseok's room. 

When they saw him and they looked at the mess the bedroom actually was, they gasped. 

"What happened?" Jimin asks as he began to look around the room. It is pretty messy, nothing like Hoseok. 

I look at Jin, debating wether or not we should tell them. 

"Guys, what is this on the bathroom floor?" Tae suddenly asks. Well... too late now, they already know. 

Jimin was besides Tae, looking at the pills that where on the floor. 

I sigh as I stood up and made my way towards them while taking the pills and throwing them to the trashcan. 

"Hoseok." 

"Hoseok what? What was he going to do with those?" 

"Jimin, I think you already know the answer." Jin said as he sighs and looks at Hoseok who is passed out on the bed... or asleep. 

"No, that isn't like Hobi. He wouldn't do that." Jimin said as he shook his head and took a chair to sit down besides Hoseok's bed, opposite from Jin and I. 

"Jimin, he did. He tried to kill himself." Jin said, just like that, making Jimin's eyes water instantly as he looked at Hoseok too. Not believing his eyes nor ears. 

There was a moment of silence, none of us wanting to accept what was happening. 

If we thought our lives couldn't get more fucked, well, we were wrong. 

Suddenly, there was a text message that went through all of our phones. 

I looked at my phone and it was from Suga. 

Guys, Emily's tube that was helping her breathe got off somehow, causing more damage to her state. 

Suga has texted on the group chat, which means that Jungkook probably saw it. 

We all instantly looked at Hoseok, but remembered he was passed out. 

"Shit." Tae said as he passed his hand through his hair. "This is all so fucked up." 

"Someone should go to the hospital and be with Jk." I said, but no one wanted to go. 

We were all worried now about Hoseok. 

"I'll go then." I said as I stood up but Jin took my hand and made me sit down again. 

"Suga is already there, right? He will be with Jk." 

"They will know something is up if none of us go there." I said. 

"Do you plan on not telling them about this? They need to know. Actually, when Hoseok wakes up we need to look for a psychology for him. He can't be like this anymore." Jin said looking dead serious. 

We've also never seen Jin like this before. 

"We need to calm down." Tae intervened. "First when Hoseok wakes up you can't bombard him with this, we need to give him a little bit of space before does something even worse." 

"What could possibly be worse uh? He already tried to kill himself guys. This is no joke. He needs help." Jin was getting even more stressed out by Tae's comment. "If we give him more space, he will kill himself." 

"Jin stop." I told him as he was even standing up, getting defensive, making Tae stand up as well. "Taehyung stop." They were about to start fighting or I don't know what. "This is not helping. When Hoseok wakes up we'll know what to do, okay? Calm down." 

Jimin was just looking at Hoseok, he hasn't moved his gaze from him since Jin told the news. 

He didn't even react to Suga's message. 

"Jimin?" I asks, as I put my hand on his shoulder making him look at me. 

"Mmmm?" He asks, he wasn't even here anymore.

"Okay, guys, I know we all want to cry, we all want to give up. But we need to stay strong. I suggest we all go home and get some sleep. I'll stay here with Hoseok and I'll let you all know when you can come back. I'll try to talk to him to know anything that's going on with him and I'll let you know. Please, just go home and try to get some sleep."

I told them and they all sighed but nodded either way, because they know I am right and we can't do anything right now. 

"Maybe I'll go to the hospital then, I'm gonna be with JK if Suga wants to go home." Jimin replied, making me look at him to see if he was sure. 

"Are you sure?" I asks. 

"Yes, Suga might be tired, I'll go and be with Jungkook." 

"Are you going to tell him about Hoseok?" Tae asks. 

"Only if he asks. I can't lie to Jk." Jimin answered and we all nodded. 

"Just try not to make him feel worse." I told him. 

"I would never make him feel bad, okay? I'll let you all know if anything happens." We all nodded and with that, the rest of them left, leaving me alone with Hoseok passed out. 

"Why Hobi? Why would you do that?" I whisper in my breathe as I sat besides his bed and began to think of everything and nothing, until I fall asleep.