~Sugar Daddy~

Apologies... - 21

Cameron's POV

I'm getting super worried about Eric he hasn't come back in 2 days and Tobi told me that he hasn't been to work either, I thought he would at least come back for his stuff or talk this out, he said I cheated on him 5 times but it was actually 8, I didn't feel guilt at first, but then he told me that he did and my heart sank to my stomach I wanted to grab him and say it back but I was in shock he slept with my boss to get back at me and he knew about my affairs but I swear I never wanted to hurt him as much as I did, I was stupid and selfish, I just want him back now I want to hold him and tell him I love him back, I wish I fought for him to stay, I would talk to Mason but he blocked me, obviously, I've tried calling Eric's phone but it rings a little until eventually, he declines.

Just before I was going to leave work, my boss, aka Gray, called me into his office, I lightly knocked on his door, "come in" he said, I went in and he looked up at me, "can you file this tonight?" he hands me a couple of folders, "sure" I grab them, seeing his face just makes me want to punch his pretty little face in, "that's not the real reason why you called me in here, is it?" I raise my eyebrows, "close the door" I do so knowing what this is really about, Eric, "how's Eric?" he smirks, that bastard probably knows where Eric is, "I wish I knew but after our fight, he hasn't talked to me, and you know why" I respond, his grin grows, "next time don't sleep with my wife" he stood up, "but you're lucky I can't fire you" "what are you talking about?" I furrow my eyebrows, "why do you think he did what he did with me" "for revenge obviously" I scoff, he walks around his desk and leans on it, in front of me, "he made me promise him that if he let me fuck his tight pink hole.." he antagonizes me "you get to keep your job. He's a smart one and a brave one, he somehow knew that I was going to fire you without even knowing what type of guy I was first" he stood back up, so really he was going to fire me? But Eric wanted me to stay here, why? If he hates me and knew I was cheating on him why would want me to keep my job? "Oh and he was brave because he took this big dick without lube, mmh his moans are so cute and lustf-" fuck you" I cuss him out and shove him, before I left I heard him chuckle to himself.

While I driving home on a rainy night, and extremely pissed off, I nearly missed it but I thought I saw Eric, I slowed down and look in my rearview mirror to who if it was him, and thank god it was, I roll down my window when he passed by my car "Eric, I know it's you" I say, "Eric, please get in the car," I say following him slowing in the car, he still didn't talk to me, "can we talk about this?" "I don't wanna talk to you" he turns to me, "Eric..." "no, we don't have anything to talk about," he snaps, suddenly a guy comes out of a shop behind him, "Is everything ok out here? Is this guy bothering you?" He asks I don't trust this guy, he looks like a druggy and I don't want him anywhere near Eric "we're fine, Eric, just please get in the car" I said unlocking the doors, "I told you already, I don't want to, just go away" he furrowed his eyebrows, I sigh "you heard him, go away" the man said grabbing Eric's wrist tightly, Eric flitches and lightly tries to pull his hand away, that was the final switch, I get out of my car slamming the door and pulls his hand away, "don't touch him" I look directly into his eyes, "get in the car" I look over at Eric, who gives up fighting and got in then I get in and start driving, "my car is nearby, just drop me off there" he says, "I don't want you on the streets, you should stay at my place just until you get one of your own, or we could-"I already said it, we don't have anything to talk to about, you cheated on me that's all I need to know, ok, all I'm asking you is to take me to my car" he looked outside the window, well this is one pissed on day.

Eric directs me where his car is, I was going to stop and let him leave but what if I never see him again? What if he gets hurt? Or he forgets to lock the doors and someone robs him? he isn't going to work so what was he doing out this late? I speed up going passing his car "Cam!" he exclaims getting pushed back into his seat as I speed up some more, "slow down, please" all I could hear was him begging me to stop but for some reason, I didn't slow down or even say anything to him, I was completely zoned out and angry, I want him back, forget that, I need him, I love him.

We were about halfway into the wood when I finally stop and turn off the car, he takes a deep breath "what the fuck is wrong with you?" he exclaims looking over at me, I take a deep breath in and look at him "I- Eric, I'm begging you, give me another chance, I promise I will make up to you" I turn my body so I can look into his eyes, they were red and slightly puffy, he must have been crying a lot. His eyes water up "I don't know if I can" his voice breaks, "I'm really really sorry, baby, I just want you back" now tears were threatening to fall my eyes at any moment, damn it Cameron just say it already tell him, "how many times did you really cheat on me?" he asks, nonono he'll never forgive me if I tell him "fuck" I whisper and rub the temple of my head, I sigh and look up at him then suck the inside of my cheek "8 times... twice with two different people" I respond, tears finally roll down his cheek and he places his hand over his mouth, he would've found out eventually, "I know, I was selfish and stupid but I will never do it again, I promise" I begin to cry as well, he gasps for air, he presses his back against the car door and pulls his knees into his chest "how? How did you not feel guilty once? I felt bad for cheating on you when I knew you were, and you never thought about me once?!" I shifted around in my seat so I was fully facing him "I didn't know if we were gonna last if you were just using me for money, but now I do feel guilty, I know how much I hurt you and I-" why am I so afraid to say it? He sobs into his hands "and I love you..." I finally get out, he looks up at me showing his sad face, his eyes were red and I assume mine is as well, his soft cheeks were wet "I need you back, I was so worried about you" I grab his hand, "please just one chance is all I'm asking for," I look into his sad eyes, he looks down at my hand tears still streaming down his cheeks, with my other hands I wipe his tears away then lift his head up, he looks into my eyes before hugging me, I smile at his warm embrace and hug him back tightly "I love you so much" I whisper sweetly, he sobs softly into my shoulder I pull him into my lap and let him straddle me, "I love you too" he pulls away from my shoulder and cups my cheeks I keep my hands on his waist and we put our heads together and listened to the rain, I promise I will never hurt him again, I want to marry this little Italian man and stay with him for the rest of my life. I want to kiss him but I should give him time to rest and calm down from everything that happened before I do, he nuzzles his face into my shoulder and soon falls asleep to me whispering sweet nothings into his ears. It wasn't safe to drive like this but I didn't want to wake him up.

We get home and I carry him upstairs, I lay him down in bed and slip off his shoes and jeans then put on one of my hoodies so he is more comfortable, I changed and lay down with him just as my phone buzzes, I pick it up to see it was a text from Cindy, 'hey daddy😉 Gray and I are over so you can finally have me all to yourself now. Come over tonight😜' I look over at Eric who was peacefully asleep then text her back 'There's no more you and I. I love Eric, I don't want to hurt him anymore' I send it but I turn my phone off, I place it on the drawer, and pull Eric into my arms, no one in the world would've given me a second chance as easily as Eric did, but this is only one I need this one to make it right and make him happy again.

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