~Sugar Daddy~

Visiting - 30

I was sitting at a table in the visiting room of the prison that Eric was sent to, I look around anxiously with my heels tapping the ground like a fast beat, suddenly the door opens and I snap my head towards the sound of it but it wasn't Eric, I watch as tall man in an orange jumpsuit, whose body was filled with tattoos, you could barely tell what they were, then right after him there was an angry man it was huge his arm was probably bigger than my head, then right after was my short Italian man, he smiles when he saw me and I smile back then stood up and hug him tightly, "I missed you so much" he says, "I did too" I say as we pull away "how have you been?" I ask sitting down and he sat in front of me, "not the best" he chuckles nervously "I still don't understand why you'd do that for me" I say quieter and look down at my hands, "I don't know either, it kind of just happened" he said, I see him feel a little guilty.

I didn't mean to kill Mason, he was an amazing person, all I could think of at that moment was that I didn't want to lose Eric again, like with Poki, I was one day without Eric and I could already feel the anxiety and rage build inside me within seconds, I even killed Poki when I could have just turned her in to the police, I'm such an idiot.

I feel Eric's hand on mine, I look up at him and into his dark eyes, I should be the one in here, wearing that hideous jumpsuit, why hasn't he left me yet? He should have never came... "I can tell you're beating yourself up for what happened, you shouldn't" he forces a weak smile, "It's my fault though" I tear up, "and I was so unfaithful to you, you should hate me" he tears up as well, "baby no... I can't hate you and I don't want to," he says, he is so precious and beautiful, I bring his hands towards mean kiss them, "I love you so much" "I love you too" he smiles as a tear falls down his cheek, I sigh "it's almost time for me to leave" I glare at my watch, "You don't have to worry about me Cam," he says, "of course I do, I don't want you in here, especially by yourself".

" I can take care of myself"

"I know you can but not in a place like this where people either want to kill you or... do other things..."

"You're right but it's a lot of money"

"I know, but I promise I will get you out"

"So, what's been happening with you?"

"Well, my family came to see me..."

"You don't sound too happy about that"

"Well kind of"

"What happened?"

"Just really annoying things, my mother judging me even if I breathe, my brothers are ok besides making everything a competition and my dad is well... he's just being himself, a jackass"

"Damn, I kinda know what you mean my mom's the same way"

"But at least she finally helped me without being super judgy"

"What did she do?"

I contemplated if I should tell him, I didn't want to freak him out or make him upset but at the same time, it's not really something I should hide. "Uhm... she gave me 300k to help bail you out and now she wants to meet you"

"You told them about me?" His eyes tear up, oh no, did I make the wrong choice.

"Yeah... well only my mom, is that a problem baby?"

"nono, it's just this is the first time you even talked about your family to me and I didn't think you'd tell them about me, let alone your mother"

"Why not? you're the most amazing, adorable, and kind man I've ever met, I'm not ashamed to be with you" he smiles widely and blushes "I want to kiss you so bad right now but I know they won't let me" he says and I chuckle then kiss his hands again, "I guess that with do" he giggles, I look into his eyes and smile.

We had to separate even tho neither of us wanted to, it was quite upsetting to watch him walk away from me, I frown as I walk out to my car, I'm so tired I'm not even sure if I can drive but I have to get back to work after all. I start the car and start driving. My eyes felt heavy and I was so tempted to sleep at every red light I came across, I sigh just as another light turns red I try to fight it but soon give up.

~Flashback~

I was outside playing when my friends and I notice it was getting dark, we all say goodbye and go home, I walked home with a friend since we lived on the same street, I turn and saw a short and stubby kid from school and immediately knew it Eric, the weird kid, I nudge my friend's arm and he turns and saw him too then smirked, "Hey weirdo! Where are you going? To your pig farm where your mommy pig and daddy pig are" I say with an evil cackle, he looked up at us from across the street and visibly frowned, "No one likes you, freak! You're a nobody!" my friend said and Eric's eyes tear up and he walks faster, "aww are you gonna cry?" I tease, he pulled his hood up and started to run away, we laugh and continues our walk home.

We separate and I go home when I open the door my heart drops when I see one of our neighbors, Alice, dead on the floor, and my mother standing above her with a bloody knife, Alice's blood crawls across the floor and stops at my shoe that's when my mother noticed me, "Cammy, baby... can you help mommy clean up?" she says innocently, "is she d-dead?" I question, my voice trembled I couldn't keep a am eyes off your lifeless body. My mom walks over to me and lifts my head up so I look my at her, "she is. It's for a good reason, she tried to take daddy away from us, and that's no good, so she had to go" she explains in a sweetened tone, "let me tell you something Cammy, never ever let anyone hurt the one you love most, you can't let them take them away from you and you make sure they don't try again, ok?" she looks directing into my eyes, I nod my head still freaked out, "alright now let's go get the bleach before your dad gets home".

~End of Flashback~

I wake up startled as a car honks at me loudly to drive, I quickly gain focus again and start to drive to work.

I sat at my desk thinking about that day, I just don't understand why didn't teach the other's what she taught me, I don't understand what's so different with me, I don't like killing people but whenever I see Eric get hurt or pulled away from me the only thing I can think of is killing them. Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my office door, "come in" I say and my assistant comes in, "Gray wanted me to give this to you" she places an envelope on my desk, "thank you" I force a small smile to her, she smiles back and leaves, I grab the envelope and sigh inside were probably pictures, Gray has been harassing me since what he did with Eric, he thinks he's high and mighty because he slept with Eric once, but I slept his ex-wife 3 times and I don't send him letters and photos of those nights, I would kill him but he's widely known and someone probably knows what he did. I decided to open the letter and inside was a handwritten letter and some pictures just as I thought, I read the letter first which said:

"I BET I CAN GET HIM OUT BEFORE YOU CAN AND TELL HIM WHAT YOU DID"

What the fuck? Is he stalking me now? I look at the three pictures from the orgy, he was there? I pass through them until I notice in the background of the last two pictures, I look closer then realize it was me holding rope over someone's head, I switch back to the other photo and now I was stuffing someone into the closet that looked lifeless and their neck was purple, they were clearly fighting for their life, oh my god did Gray notice this? Is he going to tell the police? He better not, I need to find this body.

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