~Sugar Daddy~

Soft - 19

Trigger warning - Mention of self-harm.

Eric's POV

I almost made a big mistake, I almost ruined everything, I've been cutting myself and of course, hiding it Cameron. Last night I cut myself a bit too deep and almost passed out, but I had time to call for help, I woke not too long before Cam rushed in, he look extremely worried for me, I feel bad for not telling him but at the same time, I'm still angry and upset with him but I don't want to leave him.

I'm being released today from the hospital and was now waiting for Cameron to pick me up and take me back home. A nurse comes in and takes off the bandages from my wrist, revealing the deep scars on them, I frown at them I almost lost everyone and everything if I didn't call in time, "thank you" I said and she looks up at me "of course, it's my job sweetie" she smiles at me as she cleans up my scars to put another bandage on, "I mean for not telling him. I know you have to tell them and you didn't have to do that for me" I state while watching her bandage it back up, "oh you're welcome dear, just do me a favor and don't hurt yourself anymore, if that man abuses you-"no-no he doesn't. He loves me, a lot, it's just really hard lately" I interrupt her, "oh. I'm sorry, I hope it gets better" she finishes and smiles at me again, "yeah me too.." I said just as we hear a knock on the door.

"Come in," the nurse said they opened the door to reveal it was Cameron and Mason, he bit his lip nervously then smiles at me weakly, he looked so cute as he walked in with his hand behind his back, "I'll give you two some privacy" she smiles then gathers her thing and left.

"Hey.." I said slowly looking up at him, "Hey, I got these for you" he said and pulls his hand away from his back revealing some roses, a smiles grows on my face, I take them, they look so pretty and smelled so good, he smiles as well and places his hand on mine then, "look baby, I don't know what I did wrong, you've been so distant from me and I got the feeling it was something I did but I'm so sorry baby.." He says softly and quietly, I smile.

yeah right. I'm sure he doesn't know, I guess little old Cameron has amnesia, I'm so tempted to slap him right now but I can't and I still don't know why... I hate him but love him so much more.

"it's not your fault.." I lie, he caressed my hand as I try to avoid his eyes, "hey.. are you sure?" He lifts my head up by the chin causing me to look into his eyes, "y-yeah, I just want to go home" I respond, then look over at Mason I forgot he was here, he was so quiet, it's pretty unusual for him.

He looked nervous and upset, he was biting his nails and looking at the ground. Did something happen well besides me I'm the hospital he wasn't like this yesterday.

"Then let's go" he kisses my forehead and helps me up, "are you coming with us, mason?" He finally looked up at me, "n-no, Tobi is coming to pick me up, I'm glad to see you're ok, now" he smiled weakly, it was obviously forced, something definitely happened. I thought he went home with Tobi last night, what was he doing with Cameron? Did they? No Mason would never do that to me.

I was ready to leave, and the nurses dismissed me, Mason had already left after Tobi came by and checked up on me, giving me some gifts as well.

Now I was sitting in Cams car, listening to music as he drove us home, I look over at him and hide my wrists from him, I don't want him to feel bad, more than he already seems to be. "What are you hiding?" He said still looking at the road. Shit, he saw me pulling my sleeve down. "I'm not hiding, anything..." I lie and look out the window, "come on baby, you've been so distant and I want to help, please.." he sounded so upset, I can't hide it from him...

I sigh and turn my head to him, tears start forming in my eyes, he looks at me then turns off the music and slows the car down to a stop on the side of the road, "what is it, baby?" he cups my cheeks and wipes a tear away, with my hands shaking I lift up my sleeves and reveal the bandages on my wrist, I look at my wrist, too ashamed to look Cam in the eyes, "oh, baby... what did you do..?" his voice breaks my heart and I burst into tears, I sob loudly "I'm s-sorry, I didn't mean to go so deep and-and" "hey, baby breathe it's ok. I'm not mad at you" He lifted my head up and looks into my teary eyes.

He looks back down at the bandages then back at me, he hugs me, and I hesitantly hug back, "baby.. promise you won't hurt yourself again, I hate seeing you like this." I sniffle, "I p-promise..." I hug him tighter, "go to the backseat baby," he said as he pulls away and I nod and do as told, he turns off the car and gets in the back with me, he straddled me and wipes my tears away before kissing me, there was so much passion and love put into it you could feel it spark in between our lips, I kiss back immediately.

He takes his phone out of this pocket and places it in the cup holder, then starts to take off our clothes. He kisses my neck and then down my collarbone, chest, and stomach. He looks up at me, "you're too perfect to be hurting yourself baby" he frowns little and I do as well, "I'm sorry" I whisper and he comes up to my face, softly shushing me then kisses me.

I feel him push himself inside of me and I moan into the kiss, he was so gentle with his thrust, I kind of liked that he was going slow, he didn't rush to get my clothes off or hot sloppy kisses. I'm not gonna lie, I do like those but this just feels so good and passionate, I feel loved...

Suddenly his phone rings and it caught both of our attention, I look over to it, the contact was named 'Cindy'. Who's Cindy? Another girl he's cheating on me with?

Cameron sighed and declined the call then tossed his phone in the front seat, then looked back at me "work." He rolls his eyes playfully and kissed me. She was just from work, I guess it makes sense it almost end of Cameron's work day, she's probably calling about to confirm some thing. I hope.

He continues as he admired me, he looked into my eyes and ran his hand slowly down my body, feeling my skin and curves. He leaned down and whispered how beautiful he thought I was and how amazing I was, I couldn't help but blush, I felt myself get harder as he whispers tickled my ear, he started to pump my shaft, I moan louder and hold onto his arm.

I was mad him just a few minutes ago at the hospital but now I feel like it was unreasonable even though he cheated on me, I know i shouldn't have to worry about him cheating on me but I do and I was right to.. now I feel like he cares about me and loves me...

After we finished Cameron let me rest in the backseat while he drove us home, I laid there listening to the sound of the car and wind outside, "hey Eric, my work party is tomorrow night, do you still want to go?" He asks me, "um. Yeah I already asked Mason and Tobi if they wanted to go, they said yes" I stated and he nodded, but then I mentioned Mason's name he gulped nervously, something definitely happened...

"Alright I'll pick them up and take them there once you're ready" I sit up, when notice we were home. He parked in the car and before I could get out he picks me bridal style, I gasp not expecting it, I blush and look up at him, he smiled at me and brought me inside.

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