I feel so giddy
So lightheaded
Butterflies in my tummy
Heart beating fast
It feels almost orgasmic
But oh my lord how truly
Innocent It is
Remember our kisses that
Summer night? Remember
That fever-dream of a movie
Your dad put on for us?
Remember us sitting on the couch
Under a blanket to conceal my
Hesitant touches? Remember
My hand grabbing yours?
Remember your hand grasping
Mine? I felt this feeling then
I was so giddy and scared I'd
Scare you away, so Innocent,
So pure.
Remember us going to your room
Lit by a nightlight and the moon
Your bed suspended a bed
On the floor
Us walking in with a childish curiosity
Us both laying un your bed I was to the
Left, closest to the window.
I was so scared I'd scare you away but
Yet I leaned over your body and
Kissed you
You kissed back
I got so scared and full of pride I
Even smirked
I pulled back and you said
"You can do that anytime"
So I leaned back in and we kissed,
And kissed... you even pulled my
Hair
[I]I had to suppress a moan
But we ended up parting and
It was obvious you felt
Shame,regret so on so
Fourth.
You ended up sleeping on the floor
And I stayed awake for a good while
Smiling I had never felt so happy
Before
That was our first kiss in July of 2018
The year in between was not very eventful
Until March 22nd(?) 2019
When we broke up the second time we dated
I fell for you that day
May of 2019
Was a school dance, I fell even harder if possible
I had moved, during July 2019
And I wanted to hang out with you
Before I was gone, it was so awkward
Until the night, our friend was over
So we had a sleep over
You and I were typing in a note app little
Secrets for only us..
You wanted to kiss me with no strings attached
I wanted it more then I let on..
Our friend fell asleep, you and I cuddled
And I asked for that kiss, but you didn't want to because our friend was there so I respected your request and went to sleep on the floor
May of 2020
You made me the villain, I was so infatuated
July of 2020
I said goodbye, I didn't mean it if I just had 1 more minute I would've deleted it... my therapist made me...
May of 2021
You said horrible things, because I tried to re-kindle the flame
July of 2021
Nothing... nothing.. Nothing
Nothing.. Nothing.. Nothing..
You proved I was a toy...
But yet I'm still obsessed...
How dare you? What did I do that was so horribly wrong that you lied? My angel, please.. just let me be yours
Yada Yada Yada
I don't get what I want
My cheeks are burning. Remember that feeling I felt at the beginning? Now it's resentment.
I'm sorry truly, but where's my apology?
How on earth did I become Satan, and your a pure innocent Angel?
-
Mr. Blue
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Rose thorns || A Collection Of my Poetry
Poetrya whole bunch of my poems since like 2019 also the reason its considered mature is because most of the poems are very deep and/or triggering
