october

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We met back in October
and off till July
Toxic, yes
But I've never felt this way

I wish we could restart
Maybe make it till one
Year

But that's not possible
Which really sucks

Sometimes I think about you,
Late nights
Late nights I've cried about you
Late nights I drink to forget
Somehow we were more
Healthy then most of my relationships
I miss you
I love you
Yeah, I resort to drugs to try to forget you
Which is even more pathetic then this poem

I was blinded by my ex and I couldn't see
What's in front of me
I'm not a dog who humps everything that
Moves so why the hell did I cheat
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I love you, despite our flaws
Please, onyx the jule of my attraction
Please give me another chance
I know your in another relationship
But fuck I love you

My darling esme, the Jules of a beautiful
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Esme

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