Father (9/5/19) 1st published on amino

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I cry at the sound of your voice because i haven't talked to you in almost 5 years since you've been away in prison


I haven't read your letters for almost a year


But here you did it you called and i had to press 5 because thats how it works in prison and im crying because god knows how emotional i get when it comes to my past and i barely know you because you went away to jail when i was around 5 so i don't remember you than you created a new family with someone who i despise now and you'll always have them and my mom's logic says if you don't pay child support you dont get to see me often but who cares you've been to jail and prison almost my hole life and turns out you will get out of prison 4 days from my birthday so march 10th also close to one of your sons who is my half brother i remember i couldn't speak about you with out crying now i cry at the words "i love you" and i said "k" because I've gone distant


And so you also asked "have you talked to your brothers lately?" I said "no" so you gave me the bitch's number so i can speak to my brothers and only one of them knows me the other barely


And yet im still crying when the call ended at 6:25 and now its 6:35 pm


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