Tw- E.D and unhealthy habits
I used to hide in my room
My thoughts my only friends
My hygiene drastically decreased
And I barely drank or ate
I was hoping my heart would go out
Avoiding the sun playing on my
Phone
Never speaking to people
I truly did wanna die but the pain felt
Like pressure and I didn't wanna do that
So I slowly tried killing myself
I nearly succeeded a few times
My mom never cared she probably didn't
Even notice
I even was an alcoholic I didn't drink water or juices only alcohol and what I ate was any pill I could get my hands on
And now im still struggling but fuck
I'm doing so much better but my body
Took some tolls from my incredibly
Unhealthy habits it sucks
But that's ok and atleast I'm better
But im struggling but im slowly but surely getting better
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Rose thorns || A Collection Of my Poetry
Poetrya whole bunch of my poems since like 2019 also the reason its considered mature is because most of the poems are very deep and/or triggering
