~Venting/Rants~

10-25-21

So over the past 4 days, oct 21- oct 24, me and my crush have been texting a lot. And he even said he liked me now but now I'm nervous. We were out for 4 days because at school the 21st was a e-learning day and Friday was a teacher workday and the other two were the weekend. But I'm nervous because after talking with him for 4 days straight now I have to face him in person. And I send him a lot of flirty stuff, and tiktoks, and compliments and stuff, and now I have to face him in person. Like its nice going to the same school as your crush and living in the same town but it's also lowkey awkward. Like anything I've said in text he could bring up at any time in person. Like I'm really happy about me able to be open about my feelings around him now and him playfully teasing me and calling me a simp and stuff. I like it, and I'm really happy about it, I'm just not used to it. Most of the people I like, I don't tell them and if I do its after I stop liking them, and the people I date are mostly long distance. I do like this though, it's just different than what I'm used to when liking someone.