~Venting/Rants~

1-23-22

Okay so I'm really happy.
Most things have been working put really well for me recently so yay.
And apparently my crush likes me?
He just isn't mentally prepared for a relationship atm.
So that's something.
I'm not upset about that because his mental health and him being okay in general are one of my top priorities so yeah.
I'm just happy that he likes me.
I thought he liked some girl who went to a different school because one day earlier this week I was on call with my friend and she and my friend hannah were at our other friend ambers house and amber said that back when she liked the guy i like now(pretty sure it was during summer/really early in this school year) that he tokd her he liked a girl who went to a different school.(she told me the school but i aint saying for privacy reasons)
So I've been really upset about that recently.
He also posts tiktoks about his crush a lot(he doesn't say a name or hints) and a few weeks ago when I saw the tiktoks because of something my friend said I thought it could be me but then when Amber said the thing about the girl from the other school I was like "nope it definitely aint me" and even bacn when I thought it could be me I was like "why would he like me? we haddly talk" etc.
But apparently he likes me 🤷‍♀️
Soooo yeahh.....
Life is pretty great at the moment.