It seems like after everything that happened with Kat and Matthew that I'm supposed to be okay with it.
It seems like I was supposed to move on from him really easily and like I was just meant to be happy for them, I want to be, but I can't.
I act all happy for them and like I'm okay with it around them, but I'm not.
It still hurts, them flirting, and holding hands, and talking about kissing and cuddling, all of it hurts.
I hate it.
I'm literally forcing myself to like Amber and not him.
I don't like her anywhere near as much as him.
It's been nearly 3 months. In a week I will have officially liked him for 3 months. Even though he and Kat have been together for like 3 weeks now, I still like him.
YOU ARE READING
~Venting/Rants~
De TodoEnjoy my venting/rants :) Btw I'll probably be writing them when I have freetime in class/when I'm finished with my assignments
