~Venting/Rants~

12-16-21

Welp, Imma be breaking up with my girlfriend soon.

1. It's not gonna work out, I know that for a fact.

2. I don't like her that way

3. I can't find any girls that I know attractive at the moment and for the past few months I've only really found guys attractive.

4. She really loves me and gives me gifts and hugs me a lot so it's not fair for me to pretend to like her, she deserves someone who can actually return those feelings.

5. I need to take time and focus on myself for a bit.

6. I also think I may like a guy in my class but before I start to like him I need to break up with her so it doesn't hurt her as much.

I need to focus on myself for a while, I may like this guy but I'm not entirely sure.

Even if I do, I need to stay single for a bit and deal with my issues and sort out my feelings with everything.

I don't wanna hurt her, but I know I'm going to.

I don't know if I should do it today, or tomorrow, or some time over Christmas break, but I do know I have to do it before we come back to school in January after Christmas break ends.

I need to do it soon, the sooner the better.

The sooner I break up with  her, the sooner she'll be able to move on.

It'll be better for both of us, it might not feel that way for her but she'll be happier without me.

She needs to move on and be with someone who'll actually give her love, and affection and who'll always put her first.

She needs to be with someone who can return the same feelings that she feels.

Not me.