~Venting/Rants~

6-7-22

More stuff has changed since I last updated this in april.
Me and my crush got closer and about 2 weeks ago we started to facetime. So now me and him facetime pretty often, about 2 weeks ago he also started saying that he loves me and he says that pretty often now so thats pretty nice. Me and him have also talked about possibly hanging out during summer so im hoping we do. I also kinda got to talk to his guy bsf nathaniel and he seems pretty cool and me and him get along so far. I haven't talked to Laya his girl bsf but she followed me back on tiktok so she knows i like him at least. Same with Nathaniel. About 2 weeks ago Nathaniel was on my fyp on tiktok and I liked his video and because of my username he followed me and i followed him back and Braedon told me that after he found my acc that he messaged him about it. Braedon said that Nathaniel said I was "bad", not in a bad way but in a good way. So Nathaniel, Laya, and Elizabeth S.(other girl bsf) all know I like Braedon. Elizabeth seems pretty nice tho me and her haven't rlly talked, me and her seem to get along so thats good.
But my life has been going pretty well lately :)
Braedon also said that I was the most important person to him and I said I was surprised and that I thought it might be nathaniel or Laya or Abby or someone else and he said that it wasn't and that I was.
Oml i love him sm.
I had also posted something on my venting snapchat story that was like
"when i oversexualize myself because it feels like the only way a boy will like me" and he said "Yk I love you and it has nun to do with ur body. I love you for you", thats probably one of the nicest things a guys ever said to me. He's the first guy that seems to actually like me for me and who isnt just using me or playing with my feelings. Like he treats me like a person and actually cares and makes sure im okay and he makes sure I eat and that I don't hurt myself, and hes there for me when I need him.
I love him sm.