I remember once day, back when I was dating Matthew, I remember listening to the part of the song enchanted by taylor swift thats like "please dont be in love with someone else" and I remember literally breaking down crying to it because I was so convinced he didn't love me, I was terrified of that. And I was right, he didn't. He loved her, Kat.
I tried convincing myself that I was wrong and that he loved me and that I was being dramatic over nothing, maybe I was, but turns out I was right.
He didn't love me after all, he loved her the whole fucking time.
It was never me, he just played me.
God, I was such an idiot.
I'm an idiot for ever liking him, I'm stupid for dating him.
I would've been better off never liking or dating him.
I wish I never did.
Fuck that.
YOU ARE READING
~Venting/Rants~
AcakEnjoy my venting/rants :) Btw I'll probably be writing them when I have freetime in class/when I'm finished with my assignments
