𝗠𝗶𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗱

|𝟸𝟽| 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚃𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝙱𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎

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𝔸𝕟𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒 𝕄𝕚𝕜𝕒𝕖𝕝𝕤𝕠𝕟

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It was nice to wake up in someone's arms, being comforted. Something that would help take the pain away from all your problems.
But after a while it gets harder to push away your problems that the more you try to push them away the harder the bounce back.
It's been around over 3 month since Regulus left I haven't heard a word from him and it's been driving me mad.
Jules returned the day after saying that Regulus didn't want her getting involved.
Me and Sirius have been going on more dates and almost every night he would stay with me. I hated to admit it but I was starting to fall for him. I felt that he was feeling the same way I was because of how sweet he was being towards me.
Like waiting for me after class, offering to carry my stuff, even if I could do it my self because I was stronger then him but he didn't need to know that, setting up cute little dates, cuddling with me, making me feel safe.
Normally I was never a fan of this kind of stuff but it felt nice to know you're being loved, and it has been a while since I had felt this way. And there was also a lot of moments where we would been making out, in empty hallways during lessons, bathrooms, and each other's dorms, also sometimes we would hook-up in those places.

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It was the last day of school until Christmas break, and I was sure what I was going to do. If I was going to stay at Hogwarts or going to New Orland's to see my family.

Me and Sirius where hanging in my dorm, I was getting changed (Image above) while he was sitting on my bed.
I just put on my socks when Sirius asked "who's this?".

I walked out the bathroom and saw him holding the picture of Allison in his hand.
I must of left it on my bed side table because I was looking at it las night.

My eyes widened and I didn't know what to say, "She looks like you. Do you have a sister?" he laughed looking at the photo.
When I didn't say anything he looked up at me with a confused look.

"Who is she?" he asked again, I walked over to him "um no one" I went to grab the photo. But he moved away with the photo.

"You're lying" he looked me dead in the eye "Who. Is. She?" he slowed it down this time.
"I said she's no one." I tried again to grab the photo but again he moved away.

I rolled my eyes "I'll give it to you" he moved the photo towards me. I went to take it "After you tell me who she is" he smirked taking the photo away.

I glared at him, not saying anything.
He sighed "why won't you tell. Do you not trust me?" he asked.

"No. No its not that I don't trust you. It's just I can't tell you" I tried to explain.

I knew I had to tell him at some point, it was the right thing that he knew about me but I didn't want it to be this soon.
But I guess not everything goes according, these 3 months that we have been together it has been amazing and I felt that I could trust him.
But was I going to make the same mistake me and my siblings have made many times in the past.
But this felt like it was the right thing to do. And so I did do it.

"Okay. I'll tell you but only is you promise not to tell a soul" I looked into his eyes waiting for a answer.
He gave me soft smile "I promise not to tell a soul".

I sat down on the edge of the bed and patted next to me signalling for Sirius to sit, which he did.
I was fiddling with fingers trying to find the right words to say next.

I felt his hand onto of mine as he intertwined his fingers with mine. "You don't have to tell me" he sighed.
I shock my head "No I need to tell you at some point, and now is probably the best. I don't wanna keep things from you".

I felt his hand tense up and his breath hitch, but I was too busy trying to get out my next words I didn't think much over.

"She's my daughter" I blurted out.

He was taken back by shock, "Wait your. Your WHAT!" he shouted.
"you have a daughter" he said slightly calmer then before.

"Had" I muttered, he looked at me confused.
I looked at him "I had a daughter".

His face softened a little, "sorry" he muttered.
We stayed silent not knowing what to say.

"Who's was she?" he asked.
"No one important. Trust me" I laughed a little.

"Look I understand if it's weird and you don't-"
"Hey no, I don't care. You have a past, so do I. So I get it. But I would still want to be with you" he explained and grabbed my face.

I smiled as he stroked his thumbs against my cheek, and pulled me into a soft and passionate kiss.
His hands travelled down my body to my exposed thighs, slightly gripping them.

I moaned against his mouth as he pulled me onto his lap, grinding my hips against him.
His hands slipped under my skirt and squeezed my ass.

We pulled away breathless, our foreheads leaning against each other.
"I have one question" he breathed out, I nodded.

But the question he asked was something that I hoped he wouldn't of noticed or questioned about.

"Why does your daughter look almost the same age as you?"

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A/N: I won't be able to post that much now because my parents are making we revise for my GCSES, but when ever I am free I will try and get chapters out <3.

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