LOST LYCAN

Chapter fourteen

LYNNETTE'S POV
I felt empty after the rampage which was done by none other than yours truly.
After mom died, Leila sensed my anger and my frustration and quickly teleported us into the woods.
And now, the scene before me wasn't a good one.

Carcasses of animals littered everywhere and a few dozen trees were on the ground.
Yeah...a few dozen.
The hurt and anger from Aaron's infidelity and mom's death had taken control of me.

Crystal whined in my head as we thought about our mate. The one who was supposed to be comforting us now.
But I knew that even if he tried comforting me,I would ignore him and probably lash out at him.

Exhausted,I crumpled to the ground and curled myself into a sobbing ball.
Leila gently raised me up and hugged me. She didn't try to stop me during the rampage and I was grateful for that. She knew I had to let it all out.
And besides, there's nothing a little witch magic can't fix.

I snuggled closer to her as her hug tightened. My body was still being wracked with sobs.
How could he? Didn't he want me as a mate?
He could have just said so.

I got up and wiped away my tears. Determined to have my revenge,a newfound confidence filled me up to the brim.
"Umm... Lynn? Your eyes are glowing" Leila said nervously.
I just smiled at her which eased her worries.

Now I had a new agenda. To find out why that asshole of a mate cheated on me.
I felt like all this pain was preparing me for something much bigger. And I shuddered at that because this hurt like hell.

"Leila" I called,my voice sounding strange to my own ears.
She turned to me.
"I want to know all about myself and what it takes to become a Lycan"
She smiled and said"I thought you would never ask".

"In our coven,there is a huge ancient library. Only the accepted coven leaders are allowed inside. I heard you can find anything you want in there." She said.
" But if only the accepted coven leaders can enter, how can we?"I asked.
" Well,I would ask my mom but I doubt she will allow us in".

We thought about it for sometime till Leila lept up and excitedly said "I know a spell we can use. It's a really old spell and I spent months perfecting it".
"Really?" I asked feeling as excited as she was. And I could feel my eyes glow brighter.
"Yes, mom doesn't know about this spell because I found it in the diary my grandma gave me" she snorted.

"Okay then, let's do this." I said with determination as Leila started chanting. I closed my eyes, letting myself be lost in the strangely comforting words as I was sucked into a dark portal together with my best friend.

AARON'S POV
I was worried but to say that would be an understatement. I was terrified. Where was Lynnette? I couldn't find her anywhere and my brain was conjuring up these terrifying images of something bad happening to her.

Jaden whined in my head again for like the millionth time when he couldn't reach Crystal, her wolf. And it felt like she was blocking us out of her head. I felt like crying.She probably knew about Darcy and I's kiss  cause that could be the only reason why she was blocking me out. My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach.

Jaden whined in pain at the prospect of losing our mate and then growled at me for kissing Darcy. I knew my wolf was also badly upset with me and I agreed, I was pretty much upset with myself too.

I tried calling her phone but it didn't go through. I slumped in my chair with my head in my hands. I sat like this for sometime with silent tears streaming down my face when I felt her mind block weaken.
I tried reaching out to her but I didn't know if it would work since we weren't actually mated and marked.

Lynn? I asked and as soon as I did I felt the block strengthen again. She probably heard me and didn't want to talk to me.
I didn't know Lycans could mindlink or hear through the mindlink even when they hadn't been mated to their mates.

That means there were a lot of things Lycans could do that I wasn't aware of and that thought left my heart aching. She probably knew of my infidelity .
Lycans are really rare creatures so knowledge on them is limited. And since Lynnette is the last one alive and doesn't actually know much about her species because she was practically raised a human, it would be hard for me to know about what Lycans could really do.

Jaden retreated to the back of my mind still whining for his mate while the tears still poured down my face . 
Then suddenly an idea came into my head.  I could contact Leila and ask her to help me talk to Lynnette.

This could work and everything would be okay.
Even though I really didn't like Leila, she was Lynnette's closest friend and she could help. I grabbed my phone and called her.
Don't ask me how I got her number.
I called and it rang but no one answered.

Then I called a few times but she still didn't answer.
Sighing in defeat I slumped back into my chair and sobbed some more.
My stomach turned in pain as my lips trembled .
What if I had lost her forever?

No, Lycans can't reject their mates but even with this thought, I couldn't relax. Not much was known about Lycans so what if there was a way for her to reject me.
I lept out of my chair with that thought and started pacing in my room as I pulled at my hair.

Jaden was also whining loudly at the thought of our mate rejecting us.
All that we had to do was wait with a heavy heart.