𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺 - måneskin

damiano david

"you caught Damiano kissing another women"

(Your name is Alice)

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I can't believe what I saw, I thought he loved me. I thought I was the only women for him, apparently he lied. Damiano kissed another women, in front of me. He knows I am here, but he just kissed her. We were in a danceclub, but I hate dancing. And so does he. But after I came back from the bathroom, he was just inspecting another women's mouth with his.

My legs run, as fast as I can. Tears in my eyes. My legs hurt, but I want to go home. Damiano didn't even notice me being gone, normally he would call all the police to find me in the whole country if he couldn't find me for ten minutes. My shaking hands open the door to Damiano and mine appartment. There steps running towards me. With my whole heart I hope it's not Damiano.

Thomas runs into our house. I sit against the kitchen, hiding my face in my hands. "Come here", my best friend sits down and let my cry in his chest. Tears roll over my cheek and fall on his black T-shirt. "H-he fucking c-cheated o-on me", I sob, hard. "I know, Alice. But maybe she kissed him and he didn't kissed her". "T-than he should've p-pushed her a-away".

For the second time I hear someone in the hall, Damiano runs in. "Go away, please just get the fuck out of this house". He stand in front of me, with tears in his eyes. Thomas gets up, kisses my forehead. "I need to go", he smiles, giving Damiano not even a face. I see the hate in Thomas his eyes. My tears dried, all I can feel was my blood, boiling through my whole body.

"Let me explain, baby please", I run away, away from Damiano. He grabs my arm, "please, leave me alone". "Let me explain", he yells at me and grabs my cheeks, to kiss me. My hands slap his cheek, "you fucking fucking cheated on me". His warm hands let go of my arms. "I know and it was stupid, I'm so sorry, Amore", I can hear his guilt, but I'm not gonna forgive him. He is maybe sorry, but he still cheated on me. "Maybe you should have thought that before you kissed someone else".

My voice screams through the whole kitchen, out cat Mila runs away. "Alice, wait". I slam the door to our bedroom, and lock it. "Alice please, please open the door". I throw a magazine against the door, and scream, in my pillow, as hard as I can. "Alice? I'm so sorry baby, I'm so sorry, I love you and I will never love someone so much as I love you", he sobs.

For ten minutes I cry, and not letting Damiano in. He asks me to let him in, and says he is sorry every single second. "Why?", I calmed down and my tears dried. He gasp. "Why did you kissed her?". As slowly as I can I walk through our room to the door, and let him in. I stare at the ground. Damiano lifts me and pulls me close to his body. With no emotion I push him away, and look cold in his dark eyes. "Why did you kissed her?".

"She kissed me, and-". I interrupt him. "And you loved it so you kissed her back". He sits down on the bed and asks me to sit next to him, I shake no with my head, waiting for an answer. "No baby, I pushed her away. But", he takes a deep breath. "I should have pushed her away immidately". "Yea you should have, because then I would not be mad and dissappointed right now".

There is a silence, for a few minutes. I walk towards the bed. Damiano wants to grab me. I refuse and lay down. "I'm going to sleep, you can sleep on the couch, or here. But please do not touch me", my cold voice says and Damiano stays quiet. He walks away to the bathroom. I close my eyes, and try to sleep before Damiano comes back.

It's in the middle of the night, I wake up. Arms wrapped around me, first it feels normal, but he still cheated on my. I want to push away his warm arms and body. I know I should be so mad, but I can't, my body won't move. I love him too much to hate him. 

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is it just me or does anyone else have this too. When I hear the name Alice I always get Riverdale vibes, like why??? 

X, Eva