𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺 - måneskin

thomas raggi

"Thomas forgot your anniversary"

[ you are Isabella ]

Crying, I leaned my head against Ethan his shoulder. He tried to comfort me, but tears kept coming out of my eyes, rolling all over my cheeks. Today, it's Thomas and mine's anniversary of dating for three years now. And this morning, I expected or at least hoped he would make me breakfast, or something. But no, he didn't do anything. Thomas acted this morning like it was a normal day. But it's not a normal day. "How could he forgot it", I sobbed, as Ethan wrapped his arms around me. "How could he, he knows how important this is to me", I snapped this time, hearing Ethan sigh. "Maybe he thought it is tomorrow or something", the drummer tried to make it better, but it only made me cry harder.

"Thomas would never do this on purpose, you know him Bella, please give him a change, there must be an explanation", Ethan said, wiping my tears away. "This isn't something he would do", I started, sobbing. "Or either he forgot, because it wasn't important enough, or he doesn't love me", I stated, causing Ethan to gasp, before he almost squeezed in my face. "Don't ever say that Bella, Thomas loves you, he loves you so much", Ethan claimed, causing me to cry even harder. The whole morning I've been ignoring him, until I left to Ethan, where I've been since. "Go home, maybe he remembers it now", Ethan ordered, helping me up. "No, I'm not going home", whiny, but still crying, I said. "Yes you are", Ethan stated, and before I could blink, he pushed me out of his apartment.

When I got home, Thomas said on the couch, playing with his PlayStation. For one second I hoped he had remembered that is was out anniversary, and prepared something. But once again, no, he smiled to me, and focused back to the tv. "Hi baby, where have you been?", he greeted, without giving me a face. Unbelievably, I looked at him, rolling with my eyes. "What baby, is something wrong?", he really forgot, how could he. Ignoring him, I sighed, stepping into our bedroom, immediately locking the door. Sobbing, I fell on my bed. There were three of the most important days; his birthday, my birthday and our anniversary. And today he forgot one. I would never forget something like this, but apparently it wasn't that important to him.

I had expected Thomas to knock on my door, screaming at me til I would come out. But instead, nothing happened, he stayed quiet, and ignored me. "Dickhead", I cursed, mumbling, before our little kitten whiskey jumped on the bed. Yes, we named our cat whiskey. "Your papa is a total dick today", I whispered, as the cat started playing with me hands. She was so little, barely my two hands together. She meowed a few times, licking my nose, causing me to giggle. "You did know it was our anniversary today, right", I asked, earning another meow from whiskey.

T H O M A S:

Of course I hated how sad Isabella was about me forgetting our anniversary. But of course I didn't forget it, it was such an important day. I hated to act this way towards her, and I know how bad she cried. She had locked herself in the bedroom, which gave me the perfect opportunity to start decorating the balcony. I bought little lights, roses, candles, everything she likes. And Damiano taught me how to make her favourite dish, Ribollita, since I had no clue about cooking at all. On the balcony, I had placed a small table, with a white tablecloth on it. I connected the lights, lighted the candles, and filled her and mine glass with red wine. After it, I took the dish out of the oven, and placed on the plates. Proudly, I locked at the balcony, which looked insanely romantic.

"Baby, shall we go to McDonald's, so you don't have to cook", I knocked on the door, feeling bad about lying to my girl. She ignored me, and I knocked a little loader on the door. "Bella, please, why are you so angry", I snapped, as I heard her stepping closer towards the door. "Because you forgot something, which was really important to me", she muttered, coming out of the bedroom. Her eyes were red, she cried, a lot. "Close your eyes", I whispered, closing her eyes with my fingers. "What are you doing?", sounding confused, as I pushed her forward. I didn't reply, I just led her towards the balcony, where I stopped. For a minute, I kept her eyes closed, kissing her hair from behind. How could she ever think I forget something as important as this.

As soon as I removed my hands from her eyes, she gasped, covering her mouth with her hand. From behind, I wrapped my arms around her neck, softly pressing a kiss on her cheek. "Happy anniversary", I whispered right into her ear. Her eyes shined, as she looked at the balcony. "I thought you forgot", she mumbled, before I took both her hands. "I would never forget something like this baby", I whispered, feeling chills appear on her skin. "Thommy it's perfect", as those words rolled out of her lips, I led her into the balcony. "I'm sorry for lying, I just wanted it to be a surprise", I claimed, when we both sat down. Smiling brightly, she looked around towards the lights and roses. I didn't even cared about the fact that she was in her pink pyjamas.

"Oh Thomas, this is amazing", she squealed, twisting her hands around mine. "You are amazing", I stated, drowning in her perfectly blue eyes. "Look, I cooked", proudly, I pointed at the food, causing her to gasp again. "Did you cook, or did Damiano cooked?", chuckling, she asked, drinking from her wine. "He helped, but I cooked", patting myself on my chest, I said. "Aww, why are you so perfect", again, she squealed, as she got up. From behind, I got hugged by my girlfriend, earning three rough kisses on my cheeks. "I love you, I love you, I love you", she said, after every kiss. And the butterflies in my stomach went crazy, just like every time Isabella kisses me. "I love you more Bella". 

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this is like all I need, THOMAS PLS MARRY ME