𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺 - måneskin

damiano david

https://www.wattpad.com/1147854448- (part 1)

"you caught Damiano kissing another women (part 2.0)"

(your name is (still) Alice)

(it's a long time ago so if I were you I would read part 1 again hihi)

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In the morning, my mind is all cleared up. The fact that I let him hold me in unbelievable. He cheated, and no matter what his excuses are, he still cheated. I free myself rough out of his grip, not caring about waking him. Tears gather up in my eyes again, and I think back to the moment where I saw Damiano kissing someone else, and the thought broke me. Quietly sobbing, I started making breakfast. Normally I would make for Damiano too, but you know.

"Still mad bellissima?", sounding not serious, he came out of our room, only wearing his underpants. I ignored him, so he tried to hug me from behind. I pushed him away without saying something, making him chuckle. "Alice, how are you angry right now, you let me cuddle you all night", he sighed, and I wiped the tears in my eyes away, grabbing my phone, to text Thomas.

"Can I come over, I can't be here"

While sobbing, my fingers typed the message, while tears landed on my screen, and luckily I got a quick respond.

"Sure, come whenever you want"

"Alice I asked you something?", Damiano repeated his question, raising his voice. "You can't play victim right now", I snapped, eating my breakfast as fast as I could, staring at the letters in the news paper, not even reading. "I've said sorry a million times and you know I would never lie to you", he snapped back, touching my back with his fingers. "Don't fucking touch me", I shouted, through the whole house, sobbing even more. "Let me hug you, let me show you much I regret it, baby please, I beg you", he begged, and I could hear the quilt in his voice. But cheating is cheating.

"I'm going", I snapped, not waiting for and answer, just slamming extra hard with the wooden door. I almost ran into the elevator, hoping he would not follow me. As soon as I came by Thomas his house, he opened the door for me, to let me in. "I'm so sorry girl, I never thought Dam would do something like this", Thomas sobbed with me, while he closed me in his arms. "Why, why would he d-do that. A-am I not g-good enough f-for him"?, I cried, just for a boy, who I thought was the love of my life, well apparently I wasn't the love of his life.

"No please Ali don't say that, Dam was just acting stupid", Thomas said, trying to comfort me. "Hey hey Alice, what if we just forget about yesterday and about you-know-who, and go play videogames and eat lots and lots of chips", Thomas claimed, grabbing my cheeks and placing a warm kiss on my forehead. I nodded, and Thomas wiped my tears away. "You are only allowed to cry when you lose, so you are gonna cry a lot Ali", he said, chuckling, while getting us chips and drinks. I started smiling, doesn't everyone need a guy like him when you are sad.

THREE MONTHS LATER

Maybe it was a bad choice, and maybe I just should have dumped Damiano. But my truth is, I really wanted to hate him, but I just couldn't, I love him too much to hate him. So sometimes I regret taking him back, but than I realize how happy this singer makes me. When we are in a fight, I can always take the victims roll and say that he once cheated on me, which is actually funny to do.

"Baby, where are you thinking about?", from behind I feel naked arms wrapping themselves around me, and Damiano his warm lips on my cheeks. "The fact that I maybe should have dumped you three months ago". "You want me dead that bad?", he grinned, making me look confused. "What do you mean?", I asked, returning a kiss on his cheek. "Well, if you would have dumped me, I would be dead by now, I can't live without you", like a real romatic, he kept kissing me all over my face. I smiled, his words were true, he can't live without me and I can't live without him.  

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HOW ARE Y'ALLLLLL????