𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺 - måneskin

damiano david

"taking a vacation as 'friends'"

[you are Mencia] 

It was mine and Damiano our fifth vacation together. Every year, we go to a different country together. 

He is my best friend, and our trips are the highlights of my year. Unfortunately, last year, we weren't able to take a trip because Damiano was on tour with his band. 

But right now, we are in the plane on our way to New York. Since the beggining of our first trip, going to New York was our dream. And here we go. And also, since day one of that first trip to Paris, I fell for him. 

And I've been falling for him ever more after every trip we take together. He doesn't know anything, because I do not want to ruin the special friendship we have, but man, if I could tell him what I feel, I definetely would. 

"Mencia, we are here, come on, New York is waiting for us", he shaked me awake, and when we looked out of the little window, we saw New York. 

Our dream city. 

"Oh my gosh, I can't fucking wait!", I yelled, while I squeezed annoyingly in his arm. We waited a few minutes 'til we could get out of the plane. 

And when we were finally outside, I took a deep breath of New York. "I wanna see everything right now", Damiano grabbed his phone, while I was already busy making selfies. 

"Wait, I'll make one", he took his own phone and I posed in front of the plane. The singer typed; new york here we come, and he posted in on his story. "Tomorrow we can see all of this city, now I just wanna take a shower and get into my bed", I pat him softly on his shoulder, pushing him forwards. 

As soon as we arrived in the hotelroom, I saw that there was just one bed. 

This shouldn't be a problem. But the fact that I'm so in love with him that listening to his breath gives me chills, I think that makes sleeping next to each other a little bit of a problem. 

"I'm gonna shower first", he said, before he threw his stuff on the bed. Damiano didn't mind walking half naked around when he was with me. And from behind my phone, I watched those pretty muscles walk towards the bathroom. 

"Please do not let it take so long, I'm all sweaty and I also need a shower pretty bad", I yelled playfully after him, and he yelled back that he wasn't gonna take a very long shower. Meanwhile, I got towards the balcony and looked over New York. 

We were seven floors high and the view was in one words amazing. 

I'm so happy I am here with Damiano. I wouldn't wanna spend this week with someone else, just with him, because he makes me happy. 

"Men, it's your turn, you can shower now", he came out, with a towel wrapped around his waist. I managed to make my heart stop beating so loadly that he could hear it. 

"We can order roomservice, and than I just wanna go to bed, I'm so fucking tired", while I also dressed out of my clothes until I was only wearing my underwear, I suggested. 

"Yes sure, I love those american pizza's here", he said, and I raised my eyebrows a little offended. "I'll tell your grandma that you like the pizza here better than you like hers", I joked, before I grabbed a towel and disappeared in the bathroom. In here, it smells like his after shave. 

A very hot smell. 

My shower also didn't take long, and I heard Damiano call the roomservice to order something for both of us. 

He knew exactly what I liked, so he ordered my favorite pizza for me. 

"It will be here in a minute, should we watch Netflix, or American TV", while he said that, he laughed. His laugh and smile are so pretty, like for real. I nodded, while I dressed myself into a way too oversized shirt. 

That was my pyjama, and it was super comfortable. 

Damiano wore nothing but his underpants. 

I'm sorry, but I felt my panties get wet. 

I feel bad that I don't share my feeling with Damiano. But I know he doesn't like me, and than I'll ruin the perfect friendship that we have. And I do not want to risk that. 

"Netflix, I refuse to look at Trump while I eat", I laughed, before I got in the bed. I hid myself under the warm sheets. He made them already hot. "You are too stupid for this world", he joked, before I threw a pillow at his head. 

Ten minutes later, we sit on the bed, under the warm sheets, both eating our pizza. We watch 'elite', and everytime when that girl with the same name comes up, Damiano says something bad about her. 

"Name stealer, it fits you better though", he laughs, and it makes me blush as fucked. I hope he didn't noticed. 

"Come on, I need to sleep", he turned off the TV and threw both our pizza boxes off the bed. I smiled at him, before resting my head on the pillow. 

It was a very very long day, and all my muscles hurt. So I'm so glad that I can sleep right now. Next to him. 

"Good night Mencia", Damiano came over to me, to kiss my cheek. "Night Dam", I wished him a good night as well. His face kept hanging above mine, but I did not look up. I wanted to kiss him. 

Oh, I want to kiss him so so badly. 

"It's gonna be a great vacation", he said, and I just nodded. 

I didn't know what came over me. Have I gone crazy? 

I got up, looked him in the eyes for three second, and that rested my lips against his. I didn't feel him kissing me back, but those five second my lips were touching his were so magical. 

I pulled away and wide-eyed. He looked shocked and his heart was racing just like mine. 

"Oh my gosh, I am so sorry", I am not sorry, now I only know how  much I like him. 

I quickly turned to my other side and he kept quiet. He said nothing, and I didn't hear him breath. 

Did I really just kissed him? Oh what have I done. 

Ten minutes later, I am still not sleeping. He didn't said or do anything after I kissed him. He was breathing load, so I knew he was asleep. 

As quiet as I could, I turned around to look at him. He laid on his back, looking better than ever. At once, his eyes opened softly and I shut mine. 

"Mencia", he started and I swallowed. I am asleep. I am asleep. "Mencia", he said my name again, before I felt him move. And what happened next, it felt like it happened in slow motion. 

His body slowly came closer, and his hand came up towards my cheeks. 

He is holding my cheeks. 

I kept my eyes closed, until he made me look up into his eyes. 

The next thing I felt were his warm lips on mine. It wasn't just resting, it was a passionate kiss. 

The best kiss I have ever had. 

He just kept kissing me until I smiled and het pulled away. "Now it's gonna be an even better vacation".