𝐉𝗼𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐈𝗺𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

𝐄𝐮𝐩𝐡𝗼𝐫𝐢𝐚 ✦ 𝐆𝐢𝐟𝐬

Innocence.

It's not only a look but a act. One can look innocent but can be the complete opposite. Being with him makes me look innocent. Stupid. Naive.

Like I don't know the truth behind the name Jack Napier. The dirty truth behind the man I married. But not only does the public think i'm stupid but he does to.

Easy to manipulate and use. And I am. I sit there and allow myself  to be used. I don't attempt to run or fight. I know how it'll end. And I know that what's his is his and thats a closed closed.

Except the problem is I don't want to leave. I want him. He's my version of Euphoria. Makes me feel high without the drugs touching my body.

I feel like I was personally designed for him. Destined to be his with no questions asked. And if anyone touches me or even does so much as breath in the same direction as me they wont even live to tell the story.

He's Possessive and Manipulative. Thats not even all of the toxic parts. Nowhere near it. But the thing is.

When he's done with me. Done using me. Toying around with my mind and body. Sick of my presence. He'll just throw me away.

No feelings. No regret. He'll just act like I never existed. And that was easy for him. He believes in fuck the past. He does it every single day i'm with him.

But for me. I'll be alone again. Waiting for the next guy to swoop me up like a helpless Disney fucking princess. I just know that I won't love anyone like I did him. I know that.

And so does he.