To Be Different

Chapter 18

I have been missing out on so much. I haven't been spending enough time with my family so when Jeffery and Natasha woke up early, I decided to ask them for a ride to school.

It was the best thing ever. Jeffery and I sat in the backseat with him in his infant safety seat.

I joked with him the whole way and laughed at his funny attempted words.

"Cacah, reacadafakakababa Mama!" He says and laughs.

I don't understand but I laugh along.

I can tell he's saying something about his Mama which is very cute.

I open my mouth wide and he imitates only to yawn in the process.

I laugh at that.

He's so adorable.
His mother smiles at our conversation. I love how she is.

"Numnum." He says asking for a drink in his little baby voice.

Aww. I pick up both his juice and water and he chooses juice.

He drinks it all at once, meaning he was very thirsty.

Natasha was prepared. She hands over another bottle and he drinks this one half way.

It's so heartwarming to see him grow up.

We arrive into my school and I give my little brother a kiss.

"Mna." He says it back returning the kiss on my cheeks.

Omg! I love him so much.

I say goodbye to Natasha and attempt to live the car but apparently Jeffery isn't prepared yet.

He starts to cry whilst yelling my name.
"Cacahhh."

I give him another kiss, not wanting him to cry again.

"I'll be back right now baby, okay. Right right now."

"Yes baby, She's coming back now." Natasha supports me too.

He quietens and I live the car immediately. He starts crying again when I close it but I hurry into the school so he forgets.

Something about the school felt so weird today.

I think the looks I got when I hung out with Paul where better.

Everyone starred at me the whole time.

The whole way and I couldn't stop feeling weird.

They looked at me in awe as if I did something?

Did I do something?

What made it worse?
When I entered the locker room people made way for me to pass.

What was happening?

I returned their weird looks too and focused on my locker.

"Omg! There she is." People whispered around me.

"She's so cute. Aww."

I looked around to see the cute girl but found non. Maybe they weren't refering to me at all.

I take out my Pre Calculus text book and calculator and walk to my class.

Apparently that's not even possible.

A group of girls walk to me, nervously. "Hi Jessica, Can I take a pic with you?"

They all ask at the same time!

Whaaaaaaat?

Is it a prank or something?

Did my skin colour change?