The Billionaire Recluse

Bourbon

~Jasper~

I sat in my office for what seemed like an eternity, I looked into the now empty bottle of bourbon, what am I doing? It's then It hit me like a freight train fuck lexi! What have I done to her? How fucking stupid am? I left her in the cinema room as if I had no fucks given about her she's paralysed for fuck sake!

I stumbled downstairs down the hallway but she wasn't there " lexi lexi" I shout but she doesn't answering me.

"Lexi left Jasper. Look at the state of you. Can you blame her?"

" the fuck you mean she left?"

" Jasper you are a mess! She told you she was pregnant and you act like this! She's fucking paralysed Jasper. Would you pull yourself together"

Lilly never swore, I'd fucked it this time.

I ran into her office " lexi!"

It was then I noticed her engagement ring and note

Dear Jasper.
I'm too much of a burden on you.
You don't want this baby obviously.
It's over.
Lexi

I screwed the piece of paper up and threw it at the wall " where has she gone!?"

Lilly hesitated " Jasper you need to sober up before you speak to her"

" she told me she was having my baby and what do I do lilly!? I hit the fucking bottle! I'm happy she's pregnant mom but it's the memories of poppy my unborn daughter that hurts"

I threw my arms around her, i haven't called her mom in years lilly had been like a mom since mine died in the fire.

Lilly hugged me tighter " I know but you need to think of the future now your suppose to be marrying lexi next month and now she's carrying your child. Jasper you need to move on from the past. Poppy will always be part of you. Lexi thinks you don't care now . Don't you think it's harder for her. She's spending the rest of her life in a wheelchair"

" go to bed sleep this off and we will deal with it tomorrow"

She's right. I need to think ahead now with my future with lexi, hopefully she'll speak to me.

"Is she safe?"

"Of course she is. She's with Charlotte"

I nodded and Lilly helped me to bed. I really need to sleep this off. Iv got a lot of apologising to do tomorrow.