The Billionaire Recluse

Jumped to conclusions

~Lexi~

I'm sitting here alone and in tears, this isn't the reaction I wanted from him, maybe he doesn't want the baby?

He left me sitting here has he forgot I'm disabled and no longer have use of my legs? I text Charlotte to come help me In cinema I need help getting into my wheelchair.

" what's happened lexi!?" Charlotte asked as she hurried over with Lilly trailing hehind.

Of course I'd forgotten she was nearly 6 months pregnant and couldn't lift me.

" he left me. I told him I was pregnant and he took off. Ran away. Just like that. Left me sitting here unable to move"

" your his first love and pregnancy since the fire. I'm sure he's happy he's dealing with a ton of different emotions. Jasper doesn't know how to deal with stuff like that. He'd of panicked. Please don't think badly of him lexi" Lilly said after she'd put me back into my wheel chair.

I was embarrassed, I felt ashamed maybe he acted like that because he doesn't want a baby with a cripple. I wanted to go back to my apartment so I headed to my office took the ring off and asked Stephanie to drive me to my apartment, after some begging she agreed, Charlotte came with me she didn't want to leave me alone, I'm glad because I still don't know how to cope with the bottom half of my body not working. I left Jasper a note explaining how I felt.

Charlotte wanted me to go stay with her but I wanted my own apartment I'd not been here for so long, I was sad thinking of the last time I was here, I wasn't paralysed then . Maybe I'm a burden on everyone and I'd be better off dead.

I asked Charlotte to help me into bed, I just wanted to sleep, I think the last few months I haven't properly Mourned my old life, when my legs worked. I was feeling sorry for myself dearly, Jasper reacted badly to the pregnancy, maybe an abortion is the best way to be, then I'll leave Jasper he won't have the burden of me any more.

I lay thinking millions of things whizzed around in my head, no this baby is mine nobody can take this away from me, fuck Jasper I want this baby. That's what I decided. Jasper didn't want the baby, but I did.