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I'm glitched...
I want to cry and laugh,
I want to scream and stay silent
I want to die badly,
But want to live life to its fullest.

I want what I had once.
Going out, making memories.
I want to have my friends back.
Leave out the sadness, the heartbreak and the trauma.
I don't want to think about the nights, I cried myself to sleep, like I do now.
I want to think about the ones, where the sun started to rise, when I went home.

Now it feels like my life is already over, all the good memories are made. So what's left, except for the hurt inside me?

I really just want to end this

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