Poems and thoughts

Worry

I'm sorry but I shouldn't worry about my future,
Because I'm held together by these sutures.
I can't deny the truth,
Because I remember every moment I've been through.

I've frozen my emotions
Now I'm waiting for the explosion
I want to numb my feelings
It won't help me healing
I just want to stop the pain
When the adrenaline
flows through my veins.

I should worry about my future,
Because I'll maybe end this torture.
I could slit my wrists.
I could hang myself so that my neck twists.
Tomorrow could be a day without me,
But we'll see what happens, we'll see.

I've frozen my emotions
Now I'm waiting for the explosion
I want to numb my feelings
It won't help me healing
I just want to stop the pain
When the adrenaline
flows through my veins.

I don't have any power,
I'm feeling lower and lower.
If I said I was at my all time low
It'd be a lie.
I want to look into your eyes,
Before I die.
I want to tell you everything
I can't be regretting it.

When taking to you, I warm up.
It feels like a special kind of luck.
With you I'm not afraid to show emotion.
I'll laugh and cry, and cry.
Sometimes a good cry will make me feel better.

You're the one who saved me now!