Poems and thoughts

Thoughts

I'm thinking and I'm sinking
Into my thoughts
And all the fights I fought.
I'm drowning while your dreaming
And laying on the ocean ground
I wish you were around.

The night down here is darker,
'cause my heart is beating faster.
You are in my head everyday of the week.
I can't take this feeling anymore,
Not for a single heartbeat.
I don't want to fall asleep,
So I'll never wake up again.

Let's destroy something. It doesn't matter. Nothing makes sense.
We don't need to reset,
We'll never regret.
We don't need to reset,
We'll never regret.

It's ten after two. The screen is blurred,
but it's just the tears in my eyes.
We are becoming insane...
Everyday is the same...
At least you're one of those,
that are missing a part,
Don't worry about it,
The imperfection keeps our fire lit.

Let's destroy something. It doesn't matter. Nothing makes sense.
We don't need to reset,
We'll never regret.
We don't need to reset,
We'll never regret.

The dark is haunting me.
It grows in here until I can't see.
The nightmares are our biggest enemy.
They know our fears and insecurity.
I want to cry, but I can't.
I would laugh if I could.
I wish I could love again.
But I stop my feelings to numb the pain.

Let's destroy something. It doesn't matter. Nothing makes sense.
We don't need to reset,
We'll never regret.
We don't need to reset,
We'll never regret.

I just need someone to kill me
'Cause I'm tired of killing myself.
I just need someone to kill me
'Cause I'm tired of killing myself.