Poems and thoughts

Attention Seeker

14.2.19
Did you like to kiss me?
I think you didn't, I think you didn't.
Do you want to be with me?
I think you don't, I think you don't.
I feel like I did everything for you,
But now I just feel like #ThatGuy.
Who can't deal with rejection.
Maybe I did something wrong.

Hey Rose you are the attention seeker.
I made all the effort, did all the work.
I know you dig it, it's in your blood.
Making me love you unconditionally,
Yet you give me just enough
to make me stay?

Of course I'll listen to your problems.
I really hate that fucking dude.
You tell me, that you never loved someone more,
Even though he hurt you the most?
Why don't you just love me,
Oh yeah, it's because I'm incomplete.
It's because I'm not enough.
It's because I'm not him.

Hey Rose you are the attention seeker.
I made all the effort, did all the work.
I know you dig it, it's in your blood.
Making me love you unconditionally,
Yet you give me just enough
to make me stay?

I know you're making me wait,
Because you need to heal,
But it feels like a lie girl.
I think you never loved me.