CHAPTER 8

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'TRUTH BEHIND THE
UNEXPECTED ACTIONS'

ALTHYS TOKUGAWA

I DID IT.I finally did reject him and I hope he'll find someone better who deserve his love.Alam kong hindi ko 'to pagsisisihan, someday he'll thank me for this day.Pasasalamatan niya din ako at maghihintay ako sa araw na 'yon.

Hindi rin madali para saakin kasi nakokosensya ako pag nakakasakit ako ng taong minsan na ring naging mahalaga saakin, maybe some people would judge me immediately just because I hurt that person.

Ganoon naman talaga palagi ang judgements 'di ba?One sided, kung sino ang mas nakakaawa, doon sila.

"You did the right thing" napatigil naman ako sa paglalakad nang maalala kong kasama ko si Art

"I know" sagot ko sakanya "Besides, i'm not planning to be with someone- rather, i'm not planning to get married"

Siya naman ang natigilan sa sinabi ko, he stare at me for a whole minute but it feels like hours already.Those eyes that can drown me is now staring at me.

"What do you mean by that?" anito at nakapamulsang ihinarap saakin ang matipuno n'yang katawan

"Long story short, I had a mistake before in love and I considered it as a big mistake that even myself couldn't forgive 'til this day" naglakad lakad kami habang nagsasalita ako

We're here in a big dandelion field, dinala niya ako dito matapos kong bisitahin si Evander.It's midnight already and we both spend our whole day in business before Rye called me and told me na nakatambay doon si Evander sa bar n'ya.

"I cheated on my first boyfriend and I was so young that time, all I could understand in love is when you're in a relationship with that person it means you already love them but it's not like that.The reason I cheated on him is because I thought you can love two people and you can be in a relationship with the both of them, turns out no" I chuckle as I feel empty inside again "Pinagsisihan ko 'yon sa buong buhay ko kaya nung nag-cheat saakin si Rye at niloko ako ni Artherios hindi ko magawang magalit sakanila kasi I know that I deserve it, now that I grow up sinabi ko sa sarili ko na hindi na ako makakapag asawa kasi nagloko ako noon and I already accepted that- ayos na saakin na hindi ako mag-asawa at mamatay nalang na matandang dalaga"

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