He Played Me | Jikook

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Author's pov

Namjoon walk inside his and Jin's bedroom to see his boyfriend on the bed , reading a book and looking so fucking cute. How he wish to go to him and cuddle with him and rub his big soft bump.

He sigh walking to the closet to take out his black suit and a long coat. Jin release a silent breath, and put the book down and look at Namjoon's back.

" I am sorry " Namjoon stop his actions, and close his eyes.

" I regret everything I did joonie, I do. Sometime when I am alone , I just wish to reverse everything - I- I messed and I am sorry " His voice crack at the end.

" Jimin came to visit me last week , his presence shocked me and made me nevours. He looked- he looked fucked, like he is not even eating Joonie. I swear hunny, I wanted to tell him how sorry I am but all the words I wanted to say just vanished. I- I became a mute" Jin say his hands flying everywhere.

Namjoon turn around to him . His eyes got soft seeing how sad Jin is looking and also guilty. It shows so clearly in his face that he is regretting the mess he created.

" T- Taehyung. When he came back, the memories of him and me got in my mind. Yes I was super angry when I saw him but as soon as he told me t-"

" Listen here, I am not being heartless or anything but Taehyung's reason wasn't suppose to make you interfere Jimin and Jungook's relationship " Jin look at his lap, tears threatening to fall down on his cheeks.

" His reason is reasonable but think about how broken Jungook was. The kid went through a lot, he almost killed himself. You brought Jimin in his life, things got good for him an-and- You mess up big time" Namjoon shake his head, closing the closet and hold the suit in his hand and walks to Jin.

He sit beside him and cupped his cheek with his one hand, staring at his dark brown eyes filled with tears.

" I will never blame you forever baby. I- I forgive you. " Jin bit his lower lip and nod.

" Fight for Jimin. Fight for your friendship with him because the boy need you as hell . He is going through a lot , he need his hyung so I expect you to be there for him." He peck Jin's red nose and then to his lips.

" Love you"

" Love you too Joonie " Jin smile watching him walk out of their bedroom.

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Jimin's pov

Jungook didn't bother to come home. He even blocked m-my numbers. Is- Is he serious about ending-

I fucking told you that stop being negative. He loves me, uh- his phone must be lost. Yeah it is lost, he can't block my number-

I got interrupted by a knock at the door. I quickly ran to the door and open it up to see Namjoon holding McDonald's paper bags with a smile on his face but it faded away when he looks at me with widen eyes.

Oh fuck  , I shouldn't have wore this dress . Now he can see how disgusting my body is.

" Ji-Jimin? Wh-what happened?" He say walking in and close the door leading both of us to the kitchen and put the paper bags on the kitchen counter then look back at me.

" Hy-"

" Was he hiding the food??!" Namjoon ask resting his hands on his hips staring at me.

" Ah, hyung hehehe I- I actually uhm.... I started to diet, so yeah- ah you came with McDonald's today??!" I say with a cheerful voice, to clear up whatever he is trying to talk about.

" Why do you have to lie and hide your feelings away from me? Why are you lying to me Park Jimin?" He furrow his eyebrows. I sigh and drop my butt on the stool and look up with tears in my eyes.

" Ah Jimin, Jimin, Jimin " he say rubbing my hands as I let the tears fall. I smile sadly and shrug.

" I knew that you were lying when you said Jungook took you to the date " I shrug again.

" I- I just wanted to make myself get better, I wanted all the burden on my shoulder to... get eased a little. I wanted it away hyung, and trust me as soon as I said that to you..... little bit of the burden got off my shoulders. W-we are fa-falling apart, so badly " i say in a whisper and see Namjoon nod sadly.

" Ta-taehyung, I hate th-that guy with my heart. We fought, he -he told me th-that Ju-jungook-" I sigh closing my eyes as Taehyung's words get in my mind.

" He told me that Jungook's doesn't lov-love me  , said I am a cry-crybaby, h-e sa-said that he is th-the only g-guy who can make Jungook got cr-crazy fo-for him.- Hahaha, the audacity he has. He- he is super goo-good in ly-lying" I giggle and open my eyes to see Namjoon staring at me with widen eyes.

" Y-yeah. U-uhm, Ju-jungook is only stressed with bunch of things, oh and he has been occupied with lot of appointments so yeah, its just understandable. " I say , stood up to put two cups on the table and feel Namjoon's eyes following my every movement and I am so scared.

" What's going on been you two Jimin'?" Again, using that stern voice which I am so scared of .

" No-nothing -"

" Stop lying, how many times do I have to tell you?! Stop fucking lying " I flinch at his deep voice- fuck he is angry.

" Hyu-hyung, we fight yes but- but its nothing-"

" Nothing!?! So it's nothing when your boyfriend brings his ex in the house whilst you are there watching everything?" I gulp harshly.

" I- I- well I kicked him ou-"

" So you think everything will go back to normal?! Jungook is not even here! What if he is at Taehyung's place hmm?" Fuck, I hate this negative thought without my heart.

I tried to erase this thought - it haunts me . No, hell no Jungook can't be at that bitch's place. Maybe he found a hotel or something.

" We both know that's bullshit hyung "

" Bullshit? We know? Don't count me in Jimin, because if you want to  know the truth, I am 100% sure that Jungook is with Taehyung. Those two fixed things-"

" NO!!! NO!!! SHUT UP!!!" I shouted at him but he didn't flinch or anything and stared at me, shaking his head.

" Stop lying to yourself Jimin. You will get hurt very badly , that's- that's just unhealthy for you. Leave Jungook, and move o-"

I ran upstairs not wanting to hear any word from him. I get inside the bathroom, locking the door and take the knife that was on the basin and stare at the mirror.

Always ugly.

Especially when I cry, I look so pathetic , so- so stupid just like Jungook said-

I stab my hand shaking my head uncontrollably, still stabbing my hand.

Yes, yes the sadness, the anger i can feel is vanishing. I chuckle and stare at my hand which is bleeding so bad. I giggle and get inside the shower , this only makes me feel better and forget about these negative shits. Jungook is mine and he will never leave me for a bitch.

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