He Played Me | Jikook

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Author's pov

Three weeks passed- oh Jungook finally made it his sister Johyun was the one who had been found, gave him her blood and the situation made her sad. Jimin has been a mess , no longer eating but always out drinking all his problems away.

Guilt is still eating him so much even when Jin and Namjoon told him that Jungook is okay and stable but the guilt was still not leaving him alone but only making him worse.

He hates himself for being this heartless and having so much hate to Jungook- even though he knows himself deep down that he can never hate Jungook. These past months has been hell for him and he is even scared to go see his own mother who has been crying to see him .

His excuses would be like I am busy - blah blah - the excuses that doenst make any sense. Next month, he will be starting to go to his new college and he is not happy to ready but he had to.

So today its a day Jungook is been discharged finally he can't wait to go to his own house-

" Hell no!! Who will be there to change your wound?" Jin say taking Jungook's small bag putting in the car.

" I will be fine hyung. Its not like I can't walk or anything " Jungook say with a pout getting in the car along with the Nmajin couple.

" Your hyung has a point Jungook. Plus you are still weak " Namjoon say starting the car.

" They gave me the medicines so I will regain the energy-"

" No Jk, you will be staying with us that's final" Jin say in a serious tone. The two are not aware of the down Jungook who's eyes are starting to get teary and a heart beating fast.

He dont want to stay with them. Jimin is there , he doenst want to make him uncomfortable and he can get emotional so fast when he see Jimin and that can also make him weak and never focus on himself anymore.

Namjoon look at the mirror to see Jungook looking outside the window wiping his tears silently. He poke Jin's knee and the older look at him and see Namjoon signaling him to look at Jungook.

Jin bit his lip and sigh.

" Jk?"

" Hmm?" His hum was low.

" Listen okay, we want to make sure that you recover faster and I am sure you heard the doctor saying that you won't manage all alone" Jin say in soft tone.

" I hear you hyung but- h-how about i go back to the hospital then?" Jungook say .

" what? You wanted you get out of the place-"

" Yeah I know but I take back my words, can I go back?" Jungook say in a stern voice.

" we get it that you dont want to see Jimin, I mean after what he done by pushing you-" he start to panic hearing Jungook already bursting into sobs.

" I dont get it! I did him wrong and I know he is not supposed to forgive me bu-but i didn't know he hate me to the extent! It hu-h-hurts so much guys. H-he wa-want me de-dead-" Namjoon widen his eyes while Jin sigh shaking his head lightly.

" Jun-"

" Me living in this earth is Hell, just like what he said he is right. I broke him and Taehyung's heart so what am I? A heartless monster right hyung?" Namjoon gulp thickly knowing that Jungook is talking to him.

" He said Tae-taehyung did well by torturing me, i- i-i co-could have died- i deserve to die" Jungook say chuckling silently while the car was silent.

" i- i only want Jimin to get better hyung. Beside that, he is going to a new college next month and I want him to recover his feelings. I am a shit and if he sees me don't you think I will make it more worse? So please- I beg you guys just take me to my place" He ask in a plead manner hoping that they could just say yes.

" Its okay bro. We can take you home" Jin look at Namjoon in a speed.

" You are right. He can even get more worse and become an alcohol addict if we don't stop him sooner " Jungook look at Namjoon.

" Wh-what? He is drinking al-al-alcohol?" Jungook sigh face palming his face .

" Dont worry about that. We told Yoongi to solve him out " Jin say and nod at him.

Jungook only sighed and never siad anything, wearing his hoodie hat and cry silently while the two keep silent and give him his space and let him take out his emotions.

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Author's pov

21h00

" Ohh my back is killing me" Namjoon groan tossing the keys on the couch and plop his body on the couch with a loud sigh.

" Oh hyungs you are back" Jimin say coming out of the bathroom and walk to them.

" Hey chim." Jin say ruffling Jimin's hair and go upstairs . Jimin can feel the tension and he knows it all because of him. He turn to Namjoon.

He sit on the couch and bit his lower lip feeling it trembling-

" Hyung?" Namjoon open his eyes.

" Yes Jimin?"

" I don't know - I can't explain how sorry I am for being such a bitch. I- I didn't think at all- I- I just felt my hands pushing him on the floor- I dont know what was I- I thinking " He say in a cracking voice with his hands shaking so bad .

" I- I shouldn't have done that Hyung- and I know how you gu-guys ar-are disappointed i-i-in me- it-it doesn't sit wit-with me well knowing that I just opened hi-his wo-wound- I am so sorry hyu-hyung. Please- ju-just let me g-go an-and see hi-him and check h-how he is. Th-thats what i -i wa-want to do. I dont him to h-hate me-me hyung!" Jimin sob hardly his small frame shaking.

Namjoon sit up straight and look at Jimin

" Hey , we are not angry with you-"

" Jin is! Jin is so a-angry w-with me hy-hyung- I dont want th-that. I- I am so scared of ta-talking to hi-him because he wi-will surely ha-hate me mor-more worse" Namjoon shake his head.

" He doesn't hate you or not angry at you but only disappointed, I can say. He.... is hurt so much Jimin " Jimin nod sobbing more harder.

" He doesn't understand why you did that and I tried to make him understand that you will never just do that to Jungook " Jimin shake his head violently

" No! No! I did it intentionally hyung, don't stand up for me- me! You don't have to think that i- I- It wasn't my intention, but it was. It showed how heartless and a bitch I am" Namjoon open his mouth-

" Ji-"

" don't make me feel better because I am way far to feel like that. I am feeling like shit- shit, shit, shit and m-m-my he-heart its just a heartache- I broke my own heart- I broke it on my own hyung. I really am sorry f-f-for what I did. It-it was so cruel of m-m-me to do that kind of a thing. M-m-my mind was bla-blank when i- i pushed h-him- I- I- Oh God " he cry shaking his head. Namjoon stand up and pat his shoulder.

" I don't know what to say Jimin, but..... but I know that you didn't do it on purpose- drop drinking, and I am sure Yoongi has talked to you " Jimin nod.

" Yes he did today"

" Good. Are you even aware that next month you will be at college? You need to be liveable Jimin, crying yourself won't help you with anything but damage you . Past is past Jimin and I hope that you made sure that you will never go back to him right?" Jimin only stay quite.

" I-its also hard for him .... but Jin said he will take him to see therapy. He is suffering just like you . An-And.... he will be okay so you have to also fix yourself Jimin " he smile and walk upstairs.

Jimin rub his forehead crying silently-

" Why can't you take me God?" He thought shutting his eyes and cry

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