Young and Pregnant

Ch.23 The Talk.

* JENNA P.O.V *

It's late as fuck , and I'm still awake , ugh.
I want jake with me , again .

I seriously don't understand how I got attached so fast , because I know I would be so heartbroken if he ever leaves me .

It's 3 o'clock , I should be going to be since there school tomorrow . Shit , my mom said I'm not going .

I need to go though , I can't stay home and keep getting yelled at .

I finally knocked out .

* ALARM GOES OFF *

I'm in bed all snugly and shit and the stupid alarm had to go off , ugh . I wake up and go get a shower , as I'm already naked and the water is running to get warm , I remember I'm not going to school , fuck it , yes I am .

My shower was quick today , I put on a sweater and some jeans . I'm glad my belly isn't big yet , but it doesn't look like fatness either .

I'ma go to bed , I'm not feeling it anyway to go to school , ill just ignore my mother or sneak out an go somewhere else .

As , I'm laying in bed I start to wonder off , thinking about my life and wondering what age my mother had me because she a very young age she only like 30 years old .

* knock knock *

On my door , what the hell it 7:00 o'clock in the morning and my mother is up already ? Oh no , I can't do this in the morning .

" Mother , is pretty early to do this , I'm not in the mood for more petty advice , night . "

" Honey , just open the door I know you've taken a shower and you know your not going to school and I've made you break feast. "

" Can I have my phone back then ? If I do then yes I will open it and If I don't , then no."

" Stop being so childish , I'm not giving your phone back anytime soon , so open this damn door Jenna I had it with all your games , I'm done . "

" What is that suppose to mean ? " I get up and open the door .

I see her in tears , why ? I don't know .

" Mom why are you even crying ? "

" Your a mini me , Hun . You remind me as my when I was younger . "

" Oh , Uhm how ? "

" I was pregnant like you , at age 15 as well . It's like my life is starting all over , it's scary , baby ."

So she did have me as a young age , and I guess I disappointed her for falling in her steps , but I didn't even know .

" Mom , why haven't you told me this ? "

It took her time to reply.

" Because I was scared this might happen ."

" Mom none of this was your fault . It's not , so please don't blame it on yourself cause it not , and it hurts me seeing you cry . "

" It's , it was so hard for me , I didn't have no mother , helping me expect your father , he stayed by my side even giving birth to you , and I'm going to different with you , I will help you I just still need time to take this in ."

" Jake is not going to leave me , he loves me."

Right ?

" Yeah , I can tell he loves you , but those are just words , you need action of love , proof that he really does ? Do you even know anything about him ? "

She doesn't know anything about him , I know Jake had told me everything I should know about , he not hiding anything else and I know he loves me , there no doubt about that , I know he wouldn't leave , ever .

" Mom, I'm pretty sure I know plenty , he told me a lot and he does show he always there , he even takes cares if me and worries so much I know he loves and I love him , deeply ."

Im scared to say those words now , because he can be doing anything right now ? What If he is hiding something , I feel it . I don't know maybe I'm just over reacting , I haven't spoke to him that why .

" Jenna , I'm here , yes im disappointed but I'm not going to leave you alone like my mother did . Things will be different . I know you don't want to be pregnant right now , but things happen for reason , right ? Im going to talk to your father easily , he not exactly happy. "

She gives me a light hug and gave me a fake smile . Wow all that was fake .

I slammed the door and go back to bed .

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Will continue in the next chapter , loves .