Young and Pregnant

Ch.13 The Past.

*JAKE P.O.V*

My memories , my past , my fucking past .. ugh I can't stand this no more ! She doesn't even know what happen , I'm starting to shake , sweat ... even tho I'm cold and it 70 degrees hot .

I can't believe this right know .. how , I mean I know I fuck her , but mane I also know I put protection on ? Maybe it broke , because she that good ? I don't even know what to think ... I just want to cross this road but I can't leave this girl .

My past destroy me and I can't .. And I know she isn't lying but my past was mixed with so many lies .. I just need to tell somebody maybe I'll feel better ?

As Im walking down the corner store again , I see a old man drinking coffee , he seem nice and friendly I'll go talk to him , just because I need it all out I hope he'll hear me out .

"Sir , may I sit down with you ? "he return with a friendly smile , so I took it as a yes.

" Would you like another coffee it'll be on me .. I just need someone to talk to about something and let it all out."

" Thank son , I just finished mine and sure I'll hear anything. " he said giving a happy smile.

" No problem and thank you so much. "

So I start my story.

"Okay so I just found out my girlfriend is pregnant ... and I have a past something like that ... Well first she was gorgeous wow you can fall in love by looking in her eyes the. So we dated for 7 months and then she wanted to have sex ... I wasn't going to to put pressure on her but she wanted to , so we did it . And we made it like love not cause wanted to , it because we love each other so much . So day past and she started to worried .. Because her period didnt come . So I got her a pregnancy test she asked me , She did what the instruction said . She waited for 3 minutes . And it was a ' + ' I wasn't mad that she was pregnant the only thing is she was 16 and very young . But I told her we will keep it , no abortion or giving it up . She said she agreed with me . So I got me 2 jobs day and night . I was excited for the baby that I started to buy clothes boy and girls .. Because I loved this girl so much as I love the baby. So I get a call one night , it was my girlfriend the love of my life . She start talking so slowly and Almost whispering . I told her to speak up , I was getting worried because I thought something was wrong ? So she told me ' babe , I'm sorry , I had to I couldn't , I'm 16 and pregnant so I aborted the baby, and I moved to a different school I want to start fresh somewhere eles . So I'm trying to say is I'm leaving you and sorry for everything take care , I love you . I was going to tell you to face but I didn't have the strength to tell you sorry jake.bye and with that she hang up on me .. And I never heard from her again , I cried for weeks , I stopped focusing on school , I had to go to summer school so I won't stay behind , so now I finally catched up in Sophomore year I started to act a different person went to party's and had sex with every girl . But this one girl that I got pregnant , well she different , not like these other hoes. Sir , that my story , my past , the one I never told anyone . But I'm glad I told you . But I'm scared sir . "

" Well listen to me son , I know Im way older than you , so I had my experience . But look you got to learn from that past , but let it go the same time . Like you said this girl is different ? Maybe she will be different and keep the baby ? Son , all you got to do is , what make you feel , you ,jake, do what right for you ! Talk to her slowly and tell her this story she will understand . And I'm pretty sure , she lucky to have you . You seem like a great father and a young one too. But I know you'll do whats right , but I have to go know got to go see my wife but goodbye and thank for the coffee . " sir said smiling at me .

I smiled and walked slowly to the hospital. He's right , Jenna is different she isn't compared to any of these other gals at my school. I have so much in my past , that nobody knows. But I know every single day I spend it with Jenna I will soon be opening up to her and she'll know everything. I love her dearly much.

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Jake past , it's horrible by the sound of it. Will Jenna understand or will she freak out?

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-g.xo