* JENNA P.O.V *
My heart hurt so fucking much. When Zayn lips crash into mine , my heart broke into pieces , yes I love him but , not the type of love I got for Jake . Jake makes me go crazy , not because I'm carry his baby , it because he someone different , but how am I going to tell this to Jake , I know he wanted me to leave but he didn't meant it ? Did he ?
As , I see Zayn walking back to the couch with a glass of water , I give him a weak smile .
He sits down , a little further than me this time . I tell Zayn , thank for the water .
" Zayn , I don't want to make nothing weird between us you've been my best friend and yes I love you , but not in that way anymore I guess . I'm with someone , and I won't lie to them I will have to tell them the truth . "
" Is the guy your with Jake ? The guy that was yelling at you , that made you cry ? That dickhead ? "
" You don't understand Zayn , but he different . When you saw him , that not him he a good guy . "
" Oh really ? He a good guy , well tell me this why do people call him a player , it like his nickname already . Do you really fucking think he not going to cheat on you ? Fuck , Jenna I want the best for you but he not it ! He just want to take your virgnity and leave you stranded after ! Do you understand know ? Or are you still going to go back to him ?"
" Zayn , he my boyfriend and I love him ! And he loves me too , and I know that for sure , that I'm not mistaken . I fucking understand , it you , you don't know NOTHING right know . " and with that I throw my water on him and walk out his house , and start to cry.
I want Jake , right know , but maybe he doesn't want me no more , I just love him so fucking much and I want him here holding me , I really fucked up .
Yes , okay fine I love Zayn , but not like that .. I think so . No fuck it . I love Jake and only him my boyfriend , he mine and I will kill any bitch that try to get him !
I wish he hugged me right now , while I'm here sitting in the side walk like a fucking idiot crying .
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JAKE P.O.V
I still can't believe this , I'm here crying and non-stop that how much this girl has taken over me , I love her , I really do love her but I guess it wasn't enough for her .
I'm still waiting in the car , hoping she'll come out soon so I can talk to her , yes I'm mad but I need her.
My eye are blood shot red , of all this crying , wow I never cried for someone like this in a very , very long time . That how much I love her .
It been almost 20 min and I just feel like going knocking on the door and the beat the shit out of him . I open the car door , as I'm about to get out I see the house door open , it Jenna .
She has her arms around her self , she crying , and I see her walking down to the sidewalk she sit down and start crying .
I get out of the car before I even think , I can't stand seeing her like this .
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* JENNA P.O.V *
As , I'm sitting on the sidewalk crying I see a car , the car door opens , I can't see who it is .
I clean my eyes , still kinda blurry .. It was Jake .
I stand up really quick and walking away , how long have he been there ?
I hear him call out my name , loud that the whole neighborhood can hear .
My legs stop moving , miss hearing his voice so much and just by saying my name .
"JENNA !" Jake screams .
" Ohmygosh Jake , uhm , hi , u-uh why are - " I get cut off by him when he hugs me . Just what I needed right know .
His hug , feel so warm and comfortable that I am actually willing to stay like this is if I can . I feel so safe with him right know . I really do love him .
But how long as he been there and mostly why is here ? I'm so confused that I have so much question to ask him .
" Jenna , who house is that ? " jakes tell me , looking into my eyes , not letting me out of his sight .
" uhm , j-ja-Jake it nobody . "I lied .
"So your going to lie to me right In my fucking face , again ? Just say Zayn , I saw everything . "
How much did he see ? Omg know I'm going to have a panic attack if he saw our lips crashed , but he kissed me ! And I stopped it.
I don't want Zayn , I'm done I want Jake and only Jake .
" What exactly did you see Jake ..?"
I say nervously , I can tell he crying like his eye are so red .
" Jenna , don't fucking acts stupid around me , I saw you both kiss ! And I didn't mean for you to go to him , I want to kill him know ! I thought you would never do this to me , but I'm guessing I was wrong Jenna . No matter how much I love you and how much I try my best to be the best boyfriend for you. I would actually do anything for you , because I'm falling for you , I'm over heels for you . I wouldn't want anybody eles , only you and I want you . But know I don't even know if you want me , maybe you want to be with that fuck boy , maybe you love him more than me ! But guess what Jenna ? My love is not going to fucking change for you ! "
he start yelling , while I'm here trying to hold in my tears , but I couldn't .
" Jake , I didn't wanted to kiss him ! I would never do that to you , you know that Jake ! I know you've been hurt , and that the least I want to do to you Jake ! I stop the kiss really quick , Jake , I don't want him I want you and I mean that ! "
I'm not sure if he believe me , anymore . I want to tell him I love him , but I'm not sure , it hard for me , those 3 simple words are hard for me to say .
As , I turn my head to Zayn house , I see the door open and it him. He can't be fucking serious .
I see Jakes head turn the way my head was , and he was breathing harder !
This can't be good .
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Young and Pregnant
Teen FictionI'm Jenna Young and I lost my virginity with the hottest guy at my school , that I would've NEVER be a couple with , at least that what I thought. -damn- NEVER WOULD I THOUGHT I WOULD BE PREGNANT WITH THE CUTEST GUY AT MY SCHOOL. BUT I said to my s...
