* JENNA P.O.V *How did this happen ? Oh my gosh , I can't believe he found out this way . I was going to tell him but not anytime soon , until I was pretty sure everyone knew. But he knows , and he probably going to leave me . I don't want him to leave .
I've been alone so many time , been hurt all the time from every guy . But I always did what suppose to be done , was keep a smile on my face , and don't let nobody find out what wrong , that the actual way you can actually make it through a day .
Jake , well Jake , he means so much to me , like look at me right now I'm crying and crying because I don't want him to leave me , or just ignore me in this situation .
I love him a lot , I might not show it but deep inside me I know , I know for sure I love him like I'm deeply and crazy in love with him .
I haven't felt this way for a guy since a long time .. since zayn. But It feel good loving someone for awhile , it feel good caring about someone again.
But until something ruined it , that you know that person doesn't care about you anymore. That , that person is done with you and have left already and will never be coming back , because he doesn't want to be a father at a teenage year.
I just wished he came to me and we can talk all about this together , and see what we can do or what he wants I just need to talk to him and see what going around in his head .
* there a knock on the door *
I clean my face quickly and so the doctor won't see me that I'm crying
" Come in " I slightly whisper.
As , I see brown eye locked in mine , i put a smile on my face quickly when I saw him . Jake is really sexy , but I'm glad he came back I want to know why and I explain everything to him right know.
" Oh uhm hi jake . " still looking in his eye while he pulls a chair next to the hospital bed. And why am I whispering to him ? Oh yeah I'm afraid .
" Uhh hey jenna , how are you doing ? " Jake says.
" I'm okay , just thinking about what just happen , but where did you go to , if you don't mind me asking , it okay if you- "
I get cut off by him .
" It's okay Jenna , say no more , I just went to a coffee shop around the corner and sit down and talk to very older nice man about my problem . " jakes say while he take my hand in his hand.
" What we're yo- "
Cut my of again , wow .
" Don't talk princess , let me just finish and I'll let you know everything from this day and on . "
I don't speak , since I don't want to get cut of again . So I just nodded let him continue about what he has to tell me .
" Jenna , I walk out on you right now because I , I - "
There a knock on the door and it the doctors . They come at the wrong moment always ! They checked and they said I have to stay for a little more while , ugh wow , just hope Jake stays with me then .
" As I was saying , I , uhm well this is hard for me to tell because I haven't told nobody about this , but I'm telling you because there a reason , but you'll find out at the end , see the thing is I walk out on you well because I got a girl pregnant before , and I loved that girl very much that I was excited to have a family , I had 2 jobs day and night to support the her and the baby needs . Until one day I get a call from her telling me that she aborted the baby and she moved somewhere because she wanted to start fresh and be a new person so she left me , and we agreed that she wouldn't abort the baby , but I'm guessing she went behind my back and just did it and ever since that day I played girls , I slept with every girl I can like I just turn off my feeling for everyone no matter what , so I'm guessing my feeling turn back on when I left you alone. After we had sex because I felt a connection and I was scared . But your different Jenna , I feel the connection but I'm scared that you might abort the baby , might leave me or I don't know I'm scared to love again. "
" Jake , I never knew this has happen to you I mean you don't look like the type of guy that would want be a father right know ? I mean you look like those guys that want to party and have sex with every girl they can . But I'm so sorry to hear that Jake , i would never go behind your back and do that to you or anybody actually . "
" See the thing is , I might be falling in love with someone already and I'm scared to get hurt or hurt her . "
Jake say looking down as his hands starting to sweat he lets go of my hand .
" No don't let go , because that girl might be falling for that guy too "
* JAKE P.O.V *
Did she just say that ? Did she just say she might be falling for that guy too ? I'm guessing it me ? Anyway , I can't believe it deep inside I feel my heart is finally fixing.
I'm just so happy that all of the sudden I kiss her , all these sparks around me felt amazing I hope she feel them too .
I want to have a family with this girl , I can marry her right know but it way to early even though she the love of my life and forever will be.
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Teen FictionI'm Jenna Young and I lost my virginity with the hottest guy at my school , that I would've NEVER be a couple with , at least that what I thought. -damn- NEVER WOULD I THOUGHT I WOULD BE PREGNANT WITH THE CUTEST GUY AT MY SCHOOL. BUT I said to my s...