Falling For Wanda Maximoff

Why didn't you tell me

It's been a week and I just got out of the cell five days ago, It's been hectic and I have been coping better than I expected. I haven't drank in three days and I'm getting extremely thirsty for blood. What the hell has my life turned into? I stopped relying on Natasha although she said it was okay but I refused, four days ago she gave me a cup full of blood and when I asked where she got it she didn't respond and I knew it wasn't her's because her's taste different. I still haven't told Wanda, I did tell her it was my parents and I lied that they tried turning me into the new winter solider , and i hate lying to her but what am I suppose to say ,My family is obsessed with ruing my life and to do that they turned her fiancé into a blood drinking Thing? No exactly, what if she leaves.

Tony helped me to understand what I should do and what I shouldn't do. All of these thoughts on my mind forbade me from falling asleep.  As I looked down at my sleeping fiancé that laid on my chest with her arms wrapped around my waist and my hand remained at my side. I try to limit physical contact as much as I can because of the fear of hurting her or the twins. Tony did say sometimes I might lose control so I told him to build a proper cell for me, being a vampire has its perks I can define gravity and no I can't fly, or turn into a bat and the sun doesn't affect me.

"Hey Love" I say as I see Wanda waking up, "Hey good morning how are you?" She asked. Ever since I have been back she has been asking throughout the day how I am or how I have been feeling constantly. "I'm good" I lied, I am extremely craving blood at this point.

"That's good" she said moving to sit up straddling me and I rested my hands under her but. "How are you?" I ask and she smiled "I'm grateful to wake up beside my fiancé and soon to be wife" she said kissing me and I started enjoying it too much and then I felt my fangs starting to reveal so I quickly but gently place her on the bed off of me and started heading out. "I'm so sorry, I'll be back I just remembered something" I lied and made my way into Nat's room.

"I thought you would break sooner" she said smirking. "Please" I pleaded and she grabbed my arm and pulled me towards her on the bed and leaned her neck to the side. As I got close they came out and I started the ungodly process, I waited for Nat's tap to tell me to stop and she didn't so I continued but realized I'm going way passed the usually and then she tapped three times and I pulled away instantly and then looked at her weak form."Tasha" I groaned upset now realizing what she did.

"You needed it" she said and I shook my head and tried to put her to lay down. "It doesn't matter once you feel like it's too much ,you tell me to stop, do you understand" I said and she nodded. "Stop trying to put yourself in harm to save me, because if you got hurt because of me I would never forgive myself" I told her and she stared at me.  "I know you would give your life to save mine and that's the problem because I wouldn't live with my self " she said and I kissed her forehead and rested ours together and we just stared at each other when I pulled back slowly leaning in and then Wanda walked in. "We need to speak Now" she said and I knew I was in trouble. I lightly squeezed Natasha's hand and walked out behind Wanda into our room.

"Why have you been so distant lately?" she asked and I could tell she was getting angry. "We barely cuddle and if we do, you hardly even let your hands touch mine, you are also distanced with the twins. You spend most of your time with Natasha ,and I feel like your fallen out of love with me" she said her voice breaking at the end and I could tell it hurted her and I pulled her towards me kissing her. Closing any gap between us, I thought if I stayed a safe distance I wouldn't hurt her but I am.

When we pulled away I spoke, "I will always love you gosh I'm even marrying you, I love you more than anything but I haven't been totally honest with you" I said and she looked up. "I'm gonna talk and don't interrupt me okay" and she nod. "My parents turned me into a vampire but tony made something that limits my body from needing a lot of blood since I wasn't bitten or born with it and they made it. Tony can reverse it in probably less than a year and as much I try to restrain myself I have been feeding off of Natasha" I said and she stepped away processing what I just said here it comes.

"Why didn't you tell me ,I could have let you feed off of me" she responded stepping back close to me again, "You're not mad or leaving?" I asked and she shook her head. "I'm upset you didn't tell me, But I would never leave do you not understand how much I love and need you in my life" she said and I smiled. "And No I won't let you be my blood source ,I don't want to hurt you I drank more than I should today from Natasha and I wouldn't do that to you. I love Natasha but you know how demanding she is and she insisted I drank from her and I tried my best not to ,I really did" and she just hugged me. "It will be over soon in less than a year hopefully right?" And I nod. "Let's just have a lazy day and stay in bed I'll ask someone to take the twins for the day" she offered and I agreed and we laid in bed together and she texted someone to come for the twins and I fell asleep.

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