Guardians of Azthralz

✨22-Twin-flame✨

All was silent.

I know that I am laying at the comfort of the bed right now.

Little by little, as I open my sleepy eyes, I saw his face inches away from me... his face is too close like he's aiming at something.

Now his eyes were on my mouth...

But I didn't flinch. I waited for whatever he's about to do. My heart can feel his urging... like I can feel the connection, frequency and vibration that he has toward me.

I closed my eyes, blurred and drowned to nothingness.

He touch my face and the graze of his fingers made my skin tingle.

My chest began to rise and fall in response to his touch.

Hanggang sa lumapat ang bibig niya saakin...

I guess I'm right of my instincts... I'm right to assumed that he is going to kiss me.

And when our lips met...

No words...

It's softness... it's sweetness...

I don't know why I can't get enough from that simple smack.

So I grabbed his neck and kiss him back.

My world swayed as I spun him round and round... he knew that I am kissing him back.

My heart reacts when I pressed my mouth to him and tasted his peppermint saliva.

This moment, I don't know why I don't care if this will go too far...

I breathed deeply.

I asked for more. I already knew how to kiss, didn't I?

Was there something more to learn?

These questions were going through my head.

But I am too focused... too focused on him... My heart felt full of what I don't know.

I just feel in my body that I want him... there's a rush down inside me...like he just opened my soul.

I am burning inside for him.

Burning for him.

Only for him.

And then suddenly I wake up from my dream.

I fell in that moment... I don't know what it is... but I fell.

I knew when it started it would break me.

I knew that there was too much below deck not to shatter my carefully laid floor when it came up.

Breaking was hard, recovery almost impossible, but of my journey I am making the best map I possibly can.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit may panghihinayang akong nararamdaman.

Am I expecting something?!!!

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