Guardians of Azthralz

✨25-Condition✨

Thoughts are revolving perpetually in my head of which I have no control. I didn't get too much rest last night.

Paano ba naman na expectations versus reality lang naman ako. I'm just so stupid for even assuming!

But on the other hand, I just couldn't believe that he let me come with him today.

I almost cried out in excitement! Yung tipong kinakabahan ako sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na dahilan. Pero alam ko namang mas namamayani ang pananabik ko.

I'm buzzing for an adventure and finally, this is it!

Bakit hindi ako magiging masaya?

Ito ang pinaka una unahang niyaya ako ni Dhrazan na sumama sa quest niya!

Okay! Gaia! You need to get hurry now at baka magbago pa ang isip ni Dhrazan! Sa isip-isip ko.

So I get up and fix myself immediately. Now that I'm finally ready for a quest, dagli naman akong pumatungo sa silid ni Dhrazan.

As I walk nearby, I catch him outside busy fixing something from the window.

I was about to greet him but my breaths shortened, my heart thrummed a wild staccato in my chest.

Oh why I'm feeling like this?! Am I really that excited for this adventure or I'm salivating because Dhrazan is half naked in front of me again! and his broad shoulders and his perfect abs just completed my day even if it doesn't started yet.

Hoy Gaia! Utang na loob, tigil tigilan mo yan!

Napalunok ako bigla at nahimasmasan.

Holly dinosaur Gaia!!! I can't believe that you're being obvious simping him?!

I was taken aback and instantly have my focus back to reality. I try not to look at him from head to toe but I just can't! I just can't stop inspecting him no matter how I tried!

At ito na nga ba ang sinasabi ko, my body is backstabbing me!

Of course I don't wanna caught by him like here I am-  salivating! Like literally, yes- He look like a food. A dessert perhaps. Like a cherry on top!

I CANT DENY THAT HE IS SO FUCKING HOT!!!

"Hi." He greeted me. Oh my he just greeted me and why I'm lost in his deep voice?!

Nagpalipat lipat ako ng tingin ng hindi ko namalayan na nakaharap na pala siya saakin.

"Uhm- yeah, Hot- I mean, HI! I said Hi right?! Fuck- Uhm- Hi, Aren't we leaving yet?! I stammered.

Holly fuck- HETO NA NAMAN AKO. Napahawak ako sa leeg  as embarrassment creeps in. Like my body temperature turns to a hundred degrees Fahrenheit!

I close my eyes rigorously and I try to find ways to exit this embarrassment. I heard his little laugh and just made me so awkward that the uneasiness creeps to my neck. But, I can't act like this! So I gather myself up and acted like it was nothing-

I release a deep breath before I release my statement.

"Le-let me find Alarcon. He's coming right?" I diverted as maybe he can initially read my reactions. He go toward near me and I suppressed my breath.

Is he really gonna make me salivate him?! Like why is he walking near me now?! I'm not sure but... I HATE THIS FEELING! LIKE MY BODY IS REACTING INDIFFERENT! When he's near, I can't control.

I know he's only a step away from me so I close my eyes again. I just can't look in his eyes right now! Because if he sees me behaving like this... I don't know... I might grabbed and jump onto him!