Guardians of Azthralz

✨21- Nethilor's Heart✨

I don't know what's with me why I'm bothered.

I don't know where this urge is coming from.

Hindi ko rin alam kung ano ang pumasok sa kokote ko at nagkaroon ako ng lakas na loob na sundan si Dhrazan. I know this will not do any good but I just wanted to know his whereabouts.

Nanaig lang talaga ang pagiging pagka pakialamera ko. But I can't blame myself.

There's really an urge in me that is so strong that would like to discover more about him.

Ika nga niya, sometimes there are no reasons... sometimes things happens because its bound to happened... and sometimes we find the reasons of why we do what we do at the end.

Or perhaps I'm just curious I guess- and at some point maybe he's right. At this moment, buo ang loob ko. Hindi man lang ako makaramdan ng takot o pag aalinlangan, I'm about to do things which I don't know the reasons yet. How ironic that I am now applying that philosophy of him.

Did I just caught myself laughing?

I can't believe I'm doing this. Buti na lang at nalusutan ko si Fhi-Fhi at si Fho-Fho kanina. I just made them believed that I'll have my rest early so that they will not think otherwise. What they thought is that I'm sleeping peacefully at this moment. Ang hindi nila alam, heto ako ngayon nag lalakad sa daan bitbit ang maliit na bag at suot-suot ang damit ni Dhrazan.

Hindi ko nga alam kung paano nag kasya saakin ang damit niya.

I can't help not to laugh when I saw myself wearing his clothes. Ito pa naman yung damit na tinatawanan kong suot-suot niya. Tinawag ko pa nga siyang taong tabon habang suot-suot niya ito.

Just how ironic that I am now enjoying wearing this. As a matter of fact, It's one of the most comfortable clothes I've ever worn! And now, I just can't believe that I'm wearing one. Tinali ko rin ang buhok ko at itinago ito sa loob ng suot kong sumbrero.

I look like him. Like literally I look like a man!!! At sa tingin ko pa, he will not even think that it's me!

"Perfect!" Sambit ko. Tamang tama itong damit at pustura ko pang disguise lalong-lalo na at hindi ko pa kabisado ang lugar na ito.

And wearing this clothes will make me feel like I'm belong...

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako unang pututungo at saan ko unang hahagilapin si Dhrazan. But I think makakabuti sigurong pumunta muna ako sa City of Nethilor.

I just have to figure out something.

It only took me an hour ng makarating ako sa City of Nethilor. Siguro kung mas alam ko pa kung ano ang gagawin ko hindi ako aabutin ng ganoon katagal.

It's just that, I'm a stranger to this world and what I can only do is to observe. I will not even take a chance to explore this place if I don't know what to do. I'm just thankful that I can understand their language and even how to speak it.

Dumiretso ako sa pamilyar na lugar kung saan ako unang dinala ni Dhrazan. Buti na lang at hindi ako namukhaan o natandaan ng nag mamay-ari ng tabernang ito.

Lumapit saakin ang may-ari at tinanong ako kung ano man ang mahihahain niya saakin. Sa una, akala ko mamumukhaan niya ako. Nakahinga naman ako ng maluwag ng hindi niya na ako matandaan.

Buti nalang. I said to myself.

At dahil sa hindi ko pa alam kung paano ko palalabasin ang màna, sinabi ko na lang na inaantay ko pa ang kasama ko pero sa totoo, wala naman talaga akong kasama.