Right.....Wrong.....I don't know

Facts and realisation

Cleveland's screaming ended with her sobbing and sliding down the wall after a few minutes.

She stopped and simply stared against the opposite wall.

She screamed for minutes again and trashed around where she sat. Her tentacles mimicked her actions.

She held her head and stared at her body with a look of sheer horror.

*Not to interrupt you but are you fine.*

Cleveland suddenly stopped."Fine? Fine? Haha. Fine?"

*Ehm, ok, anything I can help with?*

"Ghosts. Nightmare."Cleveland sprung up."This is not real, it can't."

Cleveland walked around, still holding and staring at everything while muttering things.

"Dreams. She is dead. I too? No, I'm alive, right?"

Her breathing was out of order and her heartbeat was close to that of a panic attack. For Cleveland, her last memories played themselves indefinitely inside of her mind.

Like a broken record she saw everything again and again. Yet she could only watch and remain quiet.

Time and time again she felt her body being blown away, each time she jumped back and let out a scream while she felt her chest with her arms. Her tentacles didn't even obey her so they trashed and touched her in all ways, sometimes lewd and sometimes not.

Cleveland ripped parts of her white hair out as her breathing became rigid.

The words that replayed in her mind were out of focus and their voices switched between her friends and her enemies.

One time it was Purifier, then Vestal, then came the squad that killed her, followed by Reconstructor and Illustrious. 

When they were her sister's ones she collapsed into a sobbing crying mess.

She just laid there and sobbed, hardly even breathing.

"Why? Why? Why?"She said, getting more quiet and desperate as the time passed.

Soon she just laid there breathing.

*Ehh are you ok?*

"SHUT UP!!! YOU YOU AREN'T REAL. YOU ARE DEAD, DEAD." screamed Cleveland and sprung up while raising her hands to a boxer's stance."WHERE ARE YOU YOU GHOST OF A MONSTER?"

*Girls calm down, we had that already.*

"WHERE?!?!?!"Cleveland simply said scared, she sounded pleading and scared.

*Go through your memories, the one when you woke up and lost the other ones.*

Cleveland took a deep breath and shut her mouth."You are in my head, Observer Alpha?"

*Yes, so you do remember. So now can we talk?*

Observer couldn't stop Cleveland from slamming her head against a rock formation.

She wasn't knocked out, which even surprised Cleveland, and the boulder exploded.

*Was that really necessary? You will only hurt yourself, I won't get knocked out even if you are.*

"It was worth a try, Siren," grumbled Cleveland and sat down on the boulder she destroyed.

*So can we actually talk now.*

Cleveland sighted."I am trying to calm down, listen to you, and find a way to kill myself."

*Could you not do the third part?*