The Heartless Girl || Completed ||

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You're POV :
Two weeks later ...
I was sitting on the big rock at the woods . It was already evening & the nature was so calm & quiet. Perfect place to think .

It's been two weeks since we've met gramma and I've met Taehyung .

Flashback ( two weeks ago ) :

Me & Taehyung both thanked gramma for all the cookies & cakes she packed for us to take home & left .

"Sorry I got caught up & couldn't give my attention towards you that much. " Taehyung said starting the car.

" Uh.. it's ok . I had a good time. Talking to Gramma was so nice . " I replied with a smile .

" That's great. " He paused then again said , "You see , Chae is a bit clingy . I didn't think that she would be there. I was surprised myself."

" She really likes you , i guess. She stuck to you the whole time. "

" Uh..haha...well she has a crush on me since childhood. " Taehyung said with a nervous expression. 

" Oh . " Was all came out of my mouth as I felt a strange feeling hearing that sentence. But then I jerked it off & looked at the view through the car window. I always find Seoul beautiful. 

" So , did you like my gramma ? " Taehyung asked breaking the silence.

I turned my gaze towards him & replied , " I loved her . She's so sweet & caring . She reminded me of my mother. " A smile that was planted on my lips confirmed the truth of my statement. 

"She reminds me of my mother too . She took care of me just like my mom used to do . " He said with a warm smile.

" By the way , you never talked about your parents . It's ok if you're uncomfortable . I'm just curious. " Taehyung said after a while.

"Uh...I have no problem in that but can we talk once we reach the woods ? " I replied.

"Sure." He replied & continued driving.

For some reason I felt more comfortable to talk while sitting on the big rock under the open sky . Gentle breeze that brush past the tall & old trees , smell of soil & woods with birds & squirrels chriping makes me feel fresh . On top of all this , the feeling of being yourself & not being judged for that . A total definition of freedom & peace .  It's all I need , it's all I want to be with . 

I was lost in my thoughts & Taehyung was driving when suddenly his phone rang breaking the comfortable silence between us . Taehyung glanced & the screen once & kept it back on his pocket . He kept driving as if the ringing of his phone wasn't even reaching his ears .

" You're not gonna pick that up ? " I asked after it rang for the 4th time .

" After I drop you home . " He said turning left Instead of right.

" But we were going to the woods . Why did you turned left ? "

" Let's talk another day . Okey ? I've some important work to do today . " He said a bit harshly . I could clearly see he was disturbed for some reason . The phone call . But I didn't asked him knowing he would tell eventually .

Soon we reached my building . I bid him good bye which he returned with just a nod . His brows knitted together . Honestly I haven't seen him acting so serious before .  Just after I was safely out of the car , he drove off with full speed .

End of flashback...

And that was the last time I had seen him . Since that day Taehyung hasn't showed up for once , neither did he tried to contact me . He didn't even picked up any of my call or replied Any of my messages .

I heavy sigh left my lungs thinking about these 14 days . Which apparently felt longer to me . In these 14 days I realized how much closer me & Taehyung became . I realized , how he was always with me & never left my side . And I realized , how much I miss him . Classes were boring without him saying funny jokes . Lunch times were empty without him doing random funny stuff . The walk on the uni corridors or roads felt awkward without him glaring at random boys & men who would look at me or comment anything dirty . Sitting in cafes felt lonely without him giving random advices on how I should cherish my present & not let my past interfere & bla bla blah . In this two weeks I got to know how important Taehyung had became in my life . Even though Jimin & yeri was there , yet I felt lonely.

Even now when I was seating in my favorite place which I thought always made me feel relaxed & comfortable , I wasn't relaxed a bit . My mind was a mess & full of thoughts that I needed to share with someone . With Taehyung . Even when the atmosphere around me was so comforting & just the way I loved , I wasn't feeling satisfied at all . Though everything I thought I would ever need to calm my nerves was present here at this place , I felt empty . The warmth I was seeking , the comfort I was feeling , the refreshment I was getting wasn't coming from the nature or this place . It was actually Taehyung . He was always there for me whenever I came here . He listened to my rambling . He held me when I cried . He made me smile .

His efforts of making me smile were priceless . The way he stuck with me & helped me change , was priceless . I realized that none had the patience for that . He never gave up on me no matter how many times I backed of . He never turned his back towards me when I acted rude or when I hurt him .He never complained when I refused to open up in front of him & just kept trying . He made me feel special & worth it .

Now that he isn't around , I feel down again. It was as if he fulfills me . Without him I'm empty .

Thinking all this stuff only one question came in to my mind .

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" Am I catching feelings for Taehyung ? "

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A/N : Yooooo....my exams are done . But for some reason I'm feeling a bit down. So I made a decision that I'm gonna end this story soon & quit writing. Maybe , someday when I'll be more better in English & my writing skills will be more better , I would write the stories I thought of writing . 🖤