The Heartless Girl || Completed ||

Game of Jealousy pt3

Taehyung's POV :

" Where were you these last 14 days ? " Finally she asked me the question I was afraid she would ask as soon as she'll see me . I had decided to give her my honest answer. But after that Jaesoon thing , I can't even clear my mind . Anger & jealousy . Both clouded my mind & without thinking much , I said ,

" With my girlfriend . Got any problem ? "

It was when I saw sadness in her eyes , I came back to my senses . Oh no! What did I say ?! I looked at her eyes again but this time they were blank.  Just like they used to be when I met her first. Then I heard her say ,
" Nope . Congrats to you & Chae Yeon . "

Wait what ? Chae Yeon ? Sh*t ! She misunderstood me . But before I could say anything , she had already left .

"Ugh ! When did I become this much stupid ?! Argh ... " I said to myself as I kicked the bench we were sitting on earlier.

" I need to find her & sort things out . " I said as I made my way towards the doctor's room . I'm sure she went there to check on that bastard .

As I was near the room , I heard Jimin say ,
" You don't have feelings for Jaesoon , right ? "

" What the- ... Has this shorty lost his mind ? How could she have feelings for that Jaesoon !? No no no , she doesn't have anything to do with him . Yeah , cool down Taehyung . Cool down . " I was trying to calm myself internally when I heard her say ,

" Hm ... Now that I think about it , he's got a good personality . I was planning on making him my friend anyways . Besides , he asked me so sweetly . Moreover , you got Yeri , Taehyung also got a girl , so you'll be busy with your partners . I'll be left alone . So giving it a try won't hurt right ? It'll also help me moving on from Jungkook a bit . "

It took me few seconds to fully take in her words . It felt like someone so close to me just pushed me out from a hill !

"She-....I-....Ja-Jae-..." I couldn't form a word . It was a strange feeling I was feeling at that time . It's like a storm just started to rise in my chest .

I put my hand on my chest & took a deep breath.
" I need to talk to her before it's too late . "
I thought & stepped forward but saw no one there . I peeked through the door & saw Y/N talking to Jaesoon while holding his hand & he was smiling like a fool .

' Did she .... accepted his proposal ? ' I thought . Then I saw her standing up so I quickly moved away from there & jogged out of the Uni. I got on a bus & made my way towards the only place I can clear my mind . The woods .

You're POV :

" So... Since Taehyung isn't your boyfriend , I still have a chance , right ? " Jaesoon asked with hopeful eyes.

" About that , um... I'll be honest , you have a nice personality & characteristics as far I've seen . And I really want to make you my friend but Jaesoon - " I paused & put my hand on his in a comforting way . Then said , " I so sorry to break your heart.  I can't accept your proposal . I don't feel the same for you . And I don't think I'll be able to do that even in future . I hope you understand & I'll be really glad if you also move on & find someone who loves you & only you . " I said .

" It's ok , I'm not heartbroken . I kinda knew you wouldn't accept my proposal but  you know why I confessed ? Cause I just wanted to ease my mind . I had a crush on you ever since you first talked to me to ask Taehyung's address . But I couldn't get the courage to talk to you . When I saw you getting along with Taehyung so well I felt kinda jealous but still couldn't go near you cause Taehyung always kept his guard on you  . I thought you both were a thing . Moreover I saw how you changed & were happy because of him . So I backed of . But when Taehyung was absent , I got chance to talk to you & you were also very friendly . My feelings came back & my heart felt heavy from keeping my feelings locked for so long.  So I thought , why not giving it a try ? At least the load of my heart will be lessen.  And so I did what my mind told me to do . I'm sorry , I hurt you both . " He said with a sad face .

" It's not your fault . In fact I'll say you did right. Sometimes it's better to share your feelings than keeping them inside.  " I said with a tight lipped smile .

I thought he'll still be sad but when I looked at him , he was smiling .

" Why are you smiling ? " I asked .

" Cause you are giving me the advice you should give yourself . " He said with a wink .

" What do you mean ? "  I asked confused .

" Well , ask yourself . You have feelings for someone . Don't you ? "

" Wha-what are you saying Jaesoon ? "

" When I confessed to you & when you declined my proposal , I saw it in your eyes. It was like you were ready for the situation. You knew your answer would be a no. You were so sure of yourself when you said no to me . It means there is some lucky guy who already made his place in your heart , that it doesn't allows anyone else to enter ." He said smiling .

" I ... Don't know , Jaesoon.  I ... don't think-" I was cut off by Jaesoon saying ,

" Don't worry , you'll know . When that person will be in front of you holding the same feelings as yours in his eyes , you'll know whom your heart has chosen. " he said with a bright smile.

His words made me feel something. As if it stirred up something in me. 

" Um ... Maybe . A-Anyway , you should rest.  I'll be leaving . Get well soon. " With that I stood up & directly walked out of the University.

My heart ? Huh , I don't even have a thing like that . I thought to myself while walking.

" But Taehyung said .... No , no , no ... Just leave it . " I said to myself as Taehyung's words about me having a heart started to cloud my mind.  I shook my head & went to my apartment & took a shower in order to calm myself down. 

After a refreshing shower I sat on my bed while thinking about today's incident . " So he really got a girlfriend huh ? " I said out loud . For some reason I couldn't believe whatever he said . I couldn't even picture Taehyung walking with some other girl on his side . It just felt.... wired !?

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So , how's your new year going on  , readers ?

After so long , huh ?

Sorry , but as I said before , I only write when I need to clear my mind from the real life mess . Anyway , The story is nearing it's end . 2 / 3 more parts I guess. 🖤